I was so proud when I hit 90 days, but even then I could feel something not working for me anymore. I couldn't get to 100 days, and I have slipped twice recently. And yesterday I masturbated twice, one as a response to some images I'd just watched, and then again (who cared then?) to a bit of a video. I seem to be my own biggest enemy in this, not the porn, and not the access. It's not like I am dumb and cannot see what's happening around myself. I see it. I do understand that failing and getting back up is part of the process. But any of those feelings of intense focus and determination have long gone - enjoy them while they last! I'm curious to hear from those who've done 90, fucked up, and got back in the game and did more than 90. I do understand that counting the days can be counterproductive and not necessarily where one should be putting one's thinking. However, we must admit certain milestones do bring confidence, and of course, challenges. Cheers to all for responding or just reading.