90 days to 2017!

I'm doing OK Sir. I'm in the same battle as everyone else, just a little worn and weaker today. I plan on hitting any challenge to PMO freedom head on with a death blow. Sorry I missed your post earlier. Have a great weekend and stay strong!

 

I've typed and deleted the posts above twice. They are either both there or go away, SO I'll leave them. Some technical error I suppose....

 

@stephanD How are you doing?

 

@Burner1 not too bad, thank you for caring. This is my first full day with out gf around and have kept myself busy. Came on here just now though because I got home and felt that opportunity calling a little to me; "i could just.." but I know i don't want to, not really. Been thinking a lot recently about how porn was such a false comfort, that so often what we want is some sort of intimacy or connection but what we go looking for is sex because that's easier to fake threw porn and personally safer, it doesn't risk being emotionally vulnerable in anyway. Trying to see what lies underneath your desire to use porn is difficult work, maybe it is just your sex drive wired to your sense of novelty, which is fine, I think thats all it is for some people, but for me it was much more about pushing other feelings away. I'm trying to learn to stay with those feelings a bit, even welcome them, and see what i can learn about myself in a positive way from them. Hope you are ok, it's a long road but one worth staying on.

 

Good to hear from you. I'll be walking the same road with you Man. Stay strong - don't let your mind rationalize for sure. If you feel an urge, checkin on the site or write about it here. Doing so will likely help you quiet the urge with a fresh view of things here. I hope you have a great day tomorrow!

 

Hi Maske, welcome back. If you feel bad, then I PMO not so long ago after a 261 day free of it. But now I am getting back up. You can do it maske and make it to 90 days free of PMO.