90 days no PMO / PIED updates

I’m not really horny at all which is good.

 

I have the same feeling. I think this is mostly because of the flatline. I don’t have blue balls either, which is kinda weird. But I think that my body understood from the start, that this is what it’s getting and it started emptying them thru urinating.

 

I’m not complaining blue balls can be awful.

 

Man I am on 30 days 1st Streak hard mode doing well but I have had those days where I felt like maybe I should ejaculate that maybe it would help me because building up feels like it's causing me pain.. like maybe my penis needing to heal from dessensativity would happen quicker and better if I didn't have blue balls going on.. and lately I have been going to my kinky dating sites.. I know that can't be helping but I'm not sure it's hurting either I just feel like I'm wanting to see if I've had enough change yet to get arousal from looking at real women I could meet .I also kind of have had this idea that I should celebrate 30 days success by going to the strip club and interacting with real girls there in a sexy environment to see what kind of arousal it brings it out in me at this point if any.. when I went to the doctor not knowing what was wrong with me and why things were wishy-washy he gave me sample pills and told me to go to the strip club and see what happens.. I never took those pills and didn't take his advice at the time because I didn't want to have to be bound pills to like that.. but now that I'm 30 days no pmo hardmode success .. I think I'm going to use it as a test like he suggested before to go in and just test myself in that environment to see how things are different now from the way they used to be when I would go... I've also kind of thought perhaps if I do get aroused and get stiff maybe I should get a lap dance and almost sort of hoping it can bring me to ejaculation to relieve these blue balls without actually doing it myself.. I just have this real big urge to try to test myself to see how my body is reacting now

 

Don’t do it. Either ice your nuts or take a warm bath to get the blood flowing down there. 30 days isn’t long enough to heal.

 

I’m on day 39 the boners are starting to come back naturally

 

One year on, did you fix the PIED?

 

Sorry to hear about your relapse. I can't imagine relapsing. I feel better than I have ever felt, I see Porn as the enemy and the source of my emotional problems. I cannot wait to fix my PIED to be a normal guy again

What do you think you've been doing wrong? Congrats on the oral sex. Have you not had sex since last year?

 

All I have to say is 6'7 !!!!! JK. For real, god job brother and don't quit. That eye twitch had me remembering when my eye would twitch during extremely uncomfortable social situations.

 

How do you know if your PIED is cured?