90-Day Challenge

Day 4/90
Went to swim. I enjoyed swimming under the sunshine though I still have poor physical coordination. Girls in swimsuits were always triggers to me, but NOT THIS TIME & NOT TODAY.

 

Relapse guys... After 53 Days... just couldn't hold it in.

 

Day 61/90

 

Day 19/21. Two more day I beat my second goal

 

Day 0/7
The 5th day is always the hardest and the use of phone is still a lurking problem. I should never take my phone to bed during the noon nap yesterday, which made me relapse for freaking 3 times and now I feel aweful. Shame on me.

I really ought to set the goal lower for myself. I hope I can make the first one up to 7 days and after that my goal will increase by 7 or 15 days each time.

 

17/90
Feeling thankful

 

Day 62/90

 

Day 20/21. One more day. I beat my second goal. I reward myself a cup of coffee at star buck on the weekend

 

Day 10 since 5.14
Recent days I got some interviews, and now I continue.
I nearly forgot this website cause I find the most important thing is to find a new life rather than to fight against the old habit. If you remember it, you can never completely clear it —— Once you relax, it will still recur.

Now I have a clear conversation with my wife, I should face it. Whatever it will happen, I will accept and make my life different.

Thanks all,

Come on, everybody