90-Day Challenge

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  1. Rising Force

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    2/90

    What if someone else tried to fool you and let you down hundreds of times on the same subject like you have done to yourself?
     
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  2. Clancy Li

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    May the rising force be with you, bro
     
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  5. roughjourney

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    I lied to myself yesterday. I let myself down yesterday. My conscience told me not to do it and I go ahead and do it. Now I feel how stupid I am. I dont know how many time I have told myself that I need to take NOFAP more seriously. I need to be stricter to myself not to look at pictures of girls or have a thought of it at all because the rule get loose. The PMO creeps in. I am so vulnerable. I need to be protected. I need to understand. I am a amateur in controlling my will. I can not get loose. I am so vulnerable to PMO. Even if I watch a movie with a little bit of sexual in it, the urge is so strong that I can not even beat it. I need to make the rule strict. if I see a movie and there is a sence that cause the urge or a picture or a though anything in the world that cause me to have an urge, then I need to get the hell of there, before it is too late. You dont have the strength to fight with it. You have a weak troop now. fight like a guerrilla troop. hit and run. Now I am vulnerable. If you know yourself and enemies, you fight 100 battles, you win all of them. if I saw anything- image, movie, thought, ... cause the urge, then I need to get the hell out of there. I dont want to ever go to restaurant and look at other people it while I am hungry, I want to order it for myself. Easy way is for a wimp, Hard way is for a man. Start it from the bottom. Never give up. Invest in myself.

     
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  6. roughjourney

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    Hey bro, I just relapse yesterday. I am with you. Let compete. who will have the next highest streak. We have the same problem LOL.
     
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  7. Carmo

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    Day 27/90
     
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    Relapsed. Day 0
     
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  9. roughjourney

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    Another day on the journey to stop wasting and spend more time on meaning work. I am trying to form a nightly routine. When I am free, PMO creeps in. I promise 15 minute journal, 15 reading stock, 15 minute watching video lessons, earn an episode of Man vs Wild. Go sleep wake up. Easy way is for a wimp. Hard way is for a man
     
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  10. Clancy Li

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    Day 1/90 Caught a slight cold yesterday but today I feel more energetic than when I'm not ill.
     
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  12. Carmo

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    Day 28/90
    I had sex last night with the girl I had a date with the other day. The focus was all on her. She was strictly told not to touch my cock and she was supportive about that. I was aroused a little. But in no way had a full erection. We will meet once in awhile depending on our schedules, which is good as it tempers the chaser effect. I didn't masturbate afterwards. I'm glad I have some control over this. But still anxious about my PIED.
     
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  13. Rising Force

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    So I did PMO again just falling into old habits the last couple of days pretending that it doesn’t matter. Of course it matters. This is the oldest and strongest addiction I’ve had in my life. I’m so sick of letting myself down. I get so angry and ashamed and it just leads into more PMO. It’s really ok though because I’m never going to give up. What doesn’t kill me only makes me stronger. I’m going to use all these mistakes to my advantage. No more wasting time. No more excuses. I must stay vigilant and keep on this path no matter what. If I stray I’ll come back and it will only get easier to stay as time goes on. The rewards are always there but I just have to be patient and take them as they come. I’m so grateful to be here and I’m learning everyday.
    I didn’t post my Day 0 yesterday but I will everyday from now on. This thread helps me hold myself accountable. Thanks to everyone here! Day 1/90!
     
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  15. Starke1

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    Day 25/90
    It's been a while since I posted here. These last 25 days have been awesome. I have endured crazy urges and sleepless nights, blue balls and fantasies of my favourite porn star (I would have stated her name but I don't want anybody looking her up), on the positive side I have finally discovered my strength, am much more aggressive now, I set goals and actually work towards achieving them, though am not successful at that yet. But then the important aspect here is that my foot is in the door.
    I just really want everyone to stay strong. Find your motivation. What is that one thing that you really want out of nofap? let's all picture it and hold on to it. It's a struggle and we are built to win. Every single time.
     
  16. Clancy Li

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    Day 2/90. Still have a cold. I knew from my past experience that insomnia would prey on me sonner or later during the rebooting and it has already come last night. When influenza and insomnia coincide on you at midnight, you won't find it a pleasant night to go through.

    I can still remember how many times I failed due to unbearable insomnia. But anyway last night I made it and didn't do any PMO. Surely there will be numerous sleepless nights ahead waiting for me, and that's what makes my challenge the toughest abstinence I ever undertake.

    I think I need to have myself totally worn out in the day to evade insomnia to the most degree, but I know I'm not 100 percent safe. How do you guys deal with insomnia during rebooting? I'd appreciate it greatly if you share your approach with me:)

    May everyone here Stay Strong.
     
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  17. Rising Force

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    Isn't it obvious how you deny your success if you need an artificial escape whenever you're feeling anxious?
     
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  18. Rising Force

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    I've found it very useful to set a limit after which you don't use any devices. Then, try to make a habit of waking up early. Finally, make sure your activity peaks earlier in the day rather than late.
     
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  19. Clancy Li

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    thank u bro! I will try them on myself
     
  20. Carmo

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    Day 29/90

    Keep pushing guys!
     
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