[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Keep coming back on here, never give up, just today porn is not an option, good luck @RiseToGreatness you can do this!

 

I hear you, it can be so difficult! But the good news is: you can most certainly do this, it most certainly gets easier after a bit, and it certainly is worth it to do this.

 

Day 0. Beginning of a new life!

 

5/90. Phew. It feels like a lot but there is such a long way to go. Anyway. Trying to be positive. Good luck friends. Be positive.

 

Day 10/90*.

 

Day 4 it is, big numbers I'm coming!

Guys, you know what I've found a way to deal with urges, whenever do I get them I start to dance very hard if I'm all alone in the room or at least start singing a song that I like, that deviates my mind away from that shit.

After after my failure last time, I find porn to be very unacceptable, if you watch it you're contributing to their development, you're supporting a lot of goons who do sexual trafficking, you're losing the motivation of your life, and as Seth Alexander ( a YouTube Fapstronaut) if you try to abstain from it, after each single day the monster will get stronger but basically what you've to do is ignore his tantrums, or you will just end up reinforcing those neural association with porn 10x. Also, most of the girls/guys there are not humans, lol they all are plastic and who the fuck likes plastic lol?

Just stop already, porn has been holding us all back, it's high time now to earn what we fucking deserve.

Charge with God's speed and take charge of your life,
lazyBoi

 

21day done
22 day progress

 

3/90

 

It gets easier, @sandy mendosa, thank goodness it does

 

I want to reclaim my life back. I can do this.

 

90 days? That's it?

 

Day 6

 

Day 2/90.

 

Entering day 43/90. From Last 3 days its quite tough to control myself. Today morning I tried to find a escort online.... soon in sometime I came to know its fake. later i have found that i had leak down there while searching and finding escort as fake. I never tried for escort my entire life till now. Guys should I consider it as a relapse....... should i reset my counter?

 

Day 4

 

Day 62. Yesterday some urges resurfaced.I put this down to having to watch the new Queen movie alone,because my wife cancelled to look after our daughter, who felt ill and couldn't go to school that morning.I would have cancelled too,but she encouraged me to go as she said we couldn't get our money back if we cancelled.

So for the first time ever, I went to the movies alone and enjoyed it
alone.Maybe that was a trigger.Incidentally,I got my wife 's money back that she was happy about and when she asked," how?"I just said by using my charm!!

 

Be extremely vigilant, such are the times when we fall weak against the tantrums of pmo, get absolute isolation from all that shit, your mind is rationalising your thoughts, I know it's a tough time but please don't give in, it happened with me as well (nope I did not find any escort) but my thoughts got rationalised and I gave in, think of the shitty feeling that you get after pmo plus the feeling of remorse adds fuel to the fire and then there's the fucking chaser effect, its so tough to control the binging after a relapse, so please don't give up!

 

Day 0

 

Day 23: Done.
Day 24: In progress...

 

Day 17/90 feeling great, struggling a little bit, we can do this brothers!