[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

23/90

 

Sorry to hear that.However,harness that feeling @gystdude to evade this useless thing we waste our time on that isn't real!Also while you are it, check out this link that I often go to, that helps remind me that what we are all doing here is for the good of mankind!https://www.nofap.com/stories/pornography-and-relationships-non-porn-woman/

 

Day 2

 

26/90

 

ALWAYS REMEMBER WHY YOU STARTED THIS JOURNEY ​

I am really grateful to myself, that in due course of time, I found which I think most people don't ever realise ever in their life the importance of quitting PMO .
Though there was no one in my life to guide, why it is essential not to see "P" and engage in "M" followed by "O" . But since I have come to know the reality of this, so I am not going to look back . I did a bit of research work on this topic and on correlating all the adverse impact and affect, I can say without any doubt that my year long suffering of:

1. Low motivation
2. Fatigue
3. Mental fogginess
4. Boredom in doing daily chores
5. Highly irritated and fickle minded
6. Social anxiety
7. Low self esteem
8. Addicted to many other bad habits in addition to jacking off .
9. Insomnia
10. Porn Induces erectile dysfunction (PIED)

Way back in 2011 , I met a girl from another country on ORKUT and there the story of my decay started . I started to spent hour near my computer screen chatting with that girl and with due course of time , we developed attraction against each other . As time passed our craving increased and we started to engage in online "MO" seeing each other in naked state and that activity lasted for nearly 1.5 years and then my low conscience voiced a decision to quit all these and I proceeded and I broke the heart of my girl. I told her everything , how the clouds of guilty engulfs me on every session of "MO" .So , in 2013 ,I decided to quit that harmful activity but i was totally a transformed person with inculcated bad habits .

Though, I was away from drugs and other stuffs which are detrimental to human health but when our mind starts to get high on stuffs without any effort then we crave for that easy HIGH EACH AND EVERY TIME.With due course of time , I was well aware of masturbation and how it gives moments of soothing effect and calmness and a feeling of great happiness and greatness . So from 2011 onwards I was highly addicted to masturbation.Earlier , I was doing 'MO' with my online girlfriend consensually . But from 2013 I was highly addicted to porn .
Porn in : Mobile , laptop , computer and even phone sex by paying hefty calling charges just to feel high .

I intellectually ruined my intellects and all these stuffs were happening because of ignorance. There was no one who can make me know why I was going through all the aforesaid conditions in my life . I suffered and I was not able to figure out why I was failing in my life .
From a very determined person , I became a person with fickle minded . Always exhausted and filled with procrastination because of low motivation and energy.

Because of over-Masturbation, my brain was reconditioned to release dopamine on seeing "P" and doing "MO", as we are all aware that DOPAMINE is a neurotransmitter, which is released when we humans accomplish something after working harder or spending time and effort. But when the same neuro-transmitter which is responsible for "FEEL GOOD" is released without any effort , why will one go the extra mile to get the same feeling of goodness and wellness , this is where our potential and efficiency is hampered . We started to get addicted to masturbation and orgasm.

Our entire genetic setup is malfunctioned when we come in contact of PORN , it acts as catalyst and we humans just goes deeper in the clutches of this purgatory . It has seen scientifically and empirically proven that "ORGASM " gives the same "Dopamine High " as given by narcotics . But comparing narcotics with pornography will be a bit different. If someone gets high on narcotics then S/HE will be running the risk of taking the laws of land in her/his hand and ending in imprisonment.
But in case of porn, we can get high longer and without any involved investment.By just opening some nasty website and doing "M FOLLOWED BY O " .Because of the Coolidge effect , and the involved genetic evolution , out brain is trickled in getting high again and again on watching several different types of porn . As , whenever , we watch porn and we watch there different girls /women /men etc we get the craving to masturbate and we end doing so .


But , with the passage of time and due to over release of dopamine , our brain neuro-transmitter receptor decreases, this is known as HOMEOSTALSIS , THE SAME THING HAPPENS IN CASE OF DRUG ADDICTS BUT IN CASE OF PORNOGRAPHY ,we then are forced to subject ourself to more hardcore and different types of porn AS IT IS RELATIVELY EASILY AVAILABLE and in the pursuit to high we end up doing great damage with above aforesaid symptom .


Though , many researches claims that masturbation is vital for our health and keeps prostrate cancer at bay but masturbation is akin to subjecting oneself to slow poison , so I will prefer to die of prostate cancer instead of being a PMO addict .


With technological evolution in last 75 years and with the advent of high speed internet , we peoples have indulged ourself in the virtual world of sensual pleasure , we want everything at the click of our mouse . And here the root of all problem lies . We all people are suffering and are more like Zombies nowadays .

SEX IS NOT FOR RECREATION BUT FOR PROCREATION​

Since , we didn't followed the law of nature , so we people are paying the price of it . We are literally suffering, according to my experiences, I have learned to have complete control over my senses then only we can enjoy our life but indulgence in addictive activity is pathetic and detrimental to our life .


I AM NOT GOING TO CHOOSE THE PATH WHOSE DOORS LEADS ME TO DESTRUCTION AND SUFFERINGS

 

Day 3/90!!!

 

Day 6

 

Day 4

 

42/90. The worst days till now! I could manage to get through day 41 with lots of urges. Doing this challenge to the end to see if anything changes!

 

Day 1.

 

Fresh from the 60 day challenge. 61

 

I am on 101

 

Good start

 

Challenge Completed 101/90

 

I need new challenge

 

I am on 101 now

 

Looks like you were here earlier today -- how's your week going? Seems like taking a break from substances could give some great results.

 

I need challenge. Give me challenge, Anybody

 

Actually I am the winner on this challenge. It is only 90 days challenge and I am standing in 101

 

Day 2
Man... it's tough right? But the beginnings are always tough right.
Anyways...
Just dont mess up..
Just be here.
People who cares are here for one another.
So i know your down but..
You can make it.