[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Hi,I am 30 too....I have managed quite a streak and the results are awesome. Nowadays am more confident and looking forward to an amazing marriage,I never used to feel this way before no pmo.

 

keep on goin'

 

Day 19 / 90

 

Day 12

 

I need to post to keep me going. I’m on day 1 and have to stay strong and get inspired..

 

Fuck this addiction. Need to find a way out.

 

Keep it up.

 

Keep it up mate. I’m having a tough time here, went a solid two weeks but fucked up yesterday. Now I’m signed for 90 days but have to get a few days under my belt, my brain just keeps says “start tomorrow “. But you’ve got a solid base there of 8 days...

 

Days 4 and 5 done. Was busy travelling and seeing friends yesterday. Same today, but will be home soon and really tired, which is when I need to be most vigilant!
Keep going everyone! Loving the community spirit and support that is being offered on here

 

Ok something happened
I never had a wet dream, only fantasies during sleep & every time before ejection i woke up & that"s the most annoying feeling in the world so usually i fill in this gap by instant FAP.
Last night the reverse happened, totally the reverse, that lucid very powerful O that shakedown my whole body & woke me up from deep sleep after finishing
I thought i was hallucinating, thanks to really profuse wet underwear
However i was very annoyed that im not progressing or craving, but it was different, not exhausting, i woke up to change my under directly & few hours woke up again, took my shower, to work, not tired like FAP WHICH WAS REALLY DRAINING MY ALL BODY.
All that happened without any sexual dreaming of anykind, REALLY WITHOUT ANY FANTASY OR DREAMIN
Ur comments r welcome guys.....

 

I’m back to write here rather than google porn, I’m going to do this from now on during this tough 90 days. I need motivation and discipline! Especially at these early times when that stupid part of me is trying to kill my intentions by telling me that I may as well just start later or tomorrow...

 

Day 2/90 completed

 

days 4/90

 

Started Challenges Jan 25, 2019
Relapsed 13/242 Days
Longest streaks 67 and 51 days
Current Challenge 10/90
Day 76 weight training
Day 10 reduced alcohol, caffeine and deserts
- nice now I am into the double digits
- feeling good and strong resolve today without being cocky either
- my APs both sould like they released yesterday so I am hoping the best for them today
- your brother in this struggle

 

I’ve had a really bad day, M’d twice. Really poor considering I’d been doing quite well lately. Gotta get my head in the game, start taking this seriously again...I’m going to post tomorrow at this time again but it’s gonna be D1/90

 

10/90

 

3/90

 

yep, it´s really hard to keep guard always but it´s the best. use your strategy always bro. never softened your aproach, i relapsed so many times due to "relaxing". in a nutshell: feeling good = follow your strategy. feeling bad = follow your strategy.

here´s a powerful sentence from JK Emezi:

“When you have a system, you will realize that your slip or relapse back into porn and masturbation did not happen randomly. A system shows you that your relapse began days or weeks ago when you stopped engaging the self-care behaviors that have been keeping you off porn.”

 

yeah, but internet access is a major factor on relapses. so at least enter internet only when people are in the house, or make some kind of strategy about it. its better be safe than sorry bro. with all that tools at hand, you´re living in a mine field.

 

well, you can already add that excuse to your relapse prevention plan, so when your mind tries to play that trick again ignore it. "If i don´t come it doesn´t count", if you watched porn, it counts. plus the problem with edging is that now you´ll want to have the full experience. you´ll become obsessed with MO and eventually watch porn.
overall is always better not even start with any kind of lustful practice. remember that once you start, it will be much harder to stop. rise again my friend, you can do it