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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
congratulations. keep going
bro, forget about time, it´s all a mental concept. you are relapsing because there´s circunstances that summons a fall in willpower. see what are your triggers, where do you begin to hesitate, that´s the key!!!
i know, but he has to decide which does he wants to follow: the counter PM or the hardmode. anyways that issue other brothers have already answer it to him
28, terrible day today. i´m very sad, tired and irritated. i guess that long exposure to softcore some days ago caused a lot more damage than i imagined. these last days i´m feeling the exact same symptoms of PMO withdrawal
this serves as a lesson. brothers, take it from me, whatever you do, whatever you´re feeling, don´t watch porn or porn subs. don´t watch. just don´t. everytime we click on that button for the next girl, the next scene, the next dopamine rush it´s like putting a bullet to the head. stay away from it.
I’ve found myself “celebrating” with PMO in the past, and I realized that I had connected that with any accomplishment. Since then I’m more aware that I’m vulnerable when I’m feeling high in accomplishments. So, it strikes me as wise that you are wary on day 7. Keep up the good work!!
Today i’m 75 days free of PMO and so close to 90 days. Im feeling strong urges today though. I’m curious to check out websites that I previously used. So far I’ve resisted. I think I’ll go for a 3-4 mile walk later to clear my mind after dinner.
Wonderful to see a man walking this road so faithfully for 75 days! Great job! Keep it up and I’ll see you at 90 days.
I just realized that I’ll be at 40 days right on Easter, which makes it appear as though I’ve given up PMO for lent! HA! Not at all planned! I’m on my way to 90 and hope to never act out again. Little milestones are fun to consider but the real goal is a new life.
Hoping the same for all of you!
day 3 completed
Day 11/90 was last night!
Thank you for all your supports!!I was facing the temptations alone before I join this community. You guys give me hope to become a stronger man. The road to success is no longer so painful when we have buddies supporting and encouraging one another!! Keep going guys. Work hard for a better future
Day 59 Made a list of skills I have. Will review it every week and will make sure to add something new to it.
Thank you for your advice. I pray for you that everything will be fine
Today Jesus Christ died for our sins. And one of my biggest sin ever is porn. Especially the urges and the addiction. Maan I really need some nudes to watch. Allready thinking about it makes me excited. But that`s the wrong way. If I choose this way, I`m cheating on myself. Dopamine is for us a reward. And looking at porn gives us UNNATURAL MUCH dopamine! But to fight for something gives us dopamine too. And that`s the right way. We need to fight against the addiction to earn a healthy normal dopamine. We need to do something to get/earn a girl, instead looking at nudes in front of our computers or cellphones, because that is not a real reward. It`s fake! It`s cheating on ourself.
Let`s make Jesus proud and fight against this evil to earn what we all want!
30/90. One third of the way done with this challenge!
After constant binging I come to a conclusion that from now on I will not do pmo for 90 days I may do it after 90 days. So is not a lifetime thing but rather a test which I have to complete. So no excuses. It's a test which proves whether I am addicted to it. Whether it affects my life or not. No matter what I will complete this challenge..
Day 0 starting again
Day 1/90. Yesterday, I felt many strong and consistent urges. They lasted multiple hours at times. Finally, at night, I cracked and MB'd. I felt gross - it went, well, everywhere, and I had to clean up, and it felt super gross. I felt sad, dejected, broken, worthless, and out of control. I've fought this for 3.5 years, and MB since I beat porn 3.5 months ago. But, I can't seem to win. That's when grace hit me last night - that disgust, pain, and sadness I felt when I did it is nothing compared to the pain I deserve to feel and that God feels. And he feels that every time I sin, not just when I sin sexually. And yet, he forgave me...
On this Good Friday, the concept of salvation and grace have hit me in a new way, largely due to my reset last night. And while I am very mad and upset about this, I understand grace in a new way, and I can rest in the knowledge that God cares for me and will sustain me. I will continue fighting and struggling with this, and I will put all I have into it. But I will not let myself feel worthless anymore. Because God gave himself up for me, so that what was truly worthless now has infinite value in his sight.
I know this forum is strictly secular, but I had to share my thoughts. Happy Good Friday everyone!
Irrespective of the odds fapping won't Change anything.