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9 days Done, weird times.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by demonicale, Apr 11, 2014.

  1. demonicale

    demonicale Fapstronaut

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    Firstly i want to say I've NEVER felt this good about myself in all my life.

    I would talk about why but that's not why I'm posting. I've NEVER had a really big urge to watch porn like i have now, it's INCREDIBLE. But it's no because i want to fap or anything, i just REALLY miss seeing all the porn.

    I could honestly go forever without fapping now, i honestly feel that in my heart of hearts. I've had many many times where i could , but just even think about doing it now. But DAMN does the no porn cause me some problems.

    Anyone else finding quitting fapping easy, but having problems not looking at porn?

    Anyway, day 9 is all but done.
     
  2. one32

    one32 Fapstronaut

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    I'm only a few days into this, but I'm also finding the porn to be the most difficult part of this.
     
  3. MartinSiilak

    MartinSiilak Fapstronaut

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    Congrats on your 9 Days, mate. Quitting the fap was easy, but simply looking at porn is harder to quit, I agree to that. I also deleted my Facebook today too because porn and Facebook make us split-people, I just didn't feel genuine anymore.
     
  4. demonicale

    demonicale Fapstronaut

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    Thanks guys, It's a very hard thing that we're all trying to do. It's very strange to see that fapping is easy (for me) where as the porn is a whole different ball game. It's like i have this slight nagging feeling that while I'm surfing the net, to then go and click on some porn.

    So far my will power has been VERY strong and I've not clicked on any porn. But the odd topless women etc is not avoidable while surfing the net unless you have a blocker on, which i don't. The reason i didn't use a blocker this time is i want to REALLY challenge who i am and where I'm going.

    The MAIN reason why I'm having success is the pros of not fapping and looking at porn are MASSIVE in my own experience. It's like I'm a completely different person, and it's scary how much I'm changing for the better. What i should do is make a long list to encourage some of the guys on here about the benefits you will see in less than a week.

    Again, thanks guys, appreciate the support.
     
  5. omarcoming

    omarcoming Fapstronaut

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    I've had the opposite actually.

    I have just hit 9 days since PMO, but I MO'd 2 days ago.

    I'm not quite sure how I feel about it, possibly a setback but I actually feel like it has refocussed me - since I MO'd I've not had a single urge or temptation really, but before there were times where it was nigh on unbearable.

    My goal is to quit PMO forever, but MO is something I think will happen for me from time to time.
     
  6. demonicale

    demonicale Fapstronaut

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    Just stick with it and it'll happen in time Omar, just need to get yourself some STRONG will power. I think my constant PMO has ruined my libido. I get horny when i see pictures,videos of porn. But i rarely fantasize at all. When i was younger I'd do that a lot, now it's as if Mr.Winky is like a little dead slug.

    Basically i think the constant porn and fapping has a major effect on the human body. Although i will say I'm starting to think more and fantasize which I've not done for sooo long i forget when i use to do it lol.
     

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