7 months, 2nd deadly flatline

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Ghost_Rider, Sep 22, 2017.

  1. Ghost_Rider

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    I am 7 months into no pmo, i was an addict for last about 10 years fapping multiple times a day, my addiction reached to a point where I used to fap even while driving, anyways I stopped pmo ,

    My first deadly flatline came at around day 7, where I suffered panic attacks, anxiety, insomnia, nausea etc, and at around 3 months , all these severe withdrawal symptoms subsided and I was more or less fine with few days of full of energy and few days of flatline (zombie state),

    But at 7 months Mark (210 days), i hit the strong flatline like at day 7, severe anxiety ,panic attacks, no motivation to even lift my hand.
    Getting up and going to take a pee looks like climbing a mountain, I'm not going to give in but I am so depressed and totally in zombie mode.

    All these 7 months I had improvement too during my non flatline days -
    - my morning wood returned 100 %
    - I can feel return of my libido
    - no brain fog, full of energy
    - enjoying little things in nature like watching sunrise, sunset

    But right now while I am writing this, i am like a dead body, no motivation, no energy, totally depressed, drinking water and eating my food looks like a boxing match,

    I have seen that the stronger the flatline symptoms will be, the better the healing,
    I'm keeping my fingers crossed and hoping to get my life back which I wasted with multiple ejaculation per day for last 9-10 years
    Best of luck to you all, just don't give in no matter how strong the urges come or how strongly flatline comes.
     
  2. 5adn8m8

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    This is really inspiring.You should be proud of yourself for going this far!
    I am on a 6 day streak and reading this post really motivated me.I can see you're much more stronger.keep up the good work dude.thanks for sharing!
     
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  3. Ghost_Rider

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    I was also once at 5 days, i know how it feels and its going to be lots of ups and downs from now on,
    However, what's your reason to start NoFap?
    Mine was pied, ed, i failed in bed with a woman and that forced me to change whatever was causing this , gladly I found NoFap community,
    Now my standards have gone way up and I respect my semen after 7 months of preserving it, i will never have random sex now, unless I'm 100% sure that she is a good woman and we have a deep emotional connection .
     
  4. MeTP

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    Wow, my whole NoFap journey is as long as your streak, If I would keep it since beginnig I would be like you now.
    Don't give in and remember that the darkest hour is always before the dawn !
     
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  5. Hopeforlife

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    im on 208 days of NO PMO hard mode , and im still on withrawals , for guys who used PMO for more then 3 time a day (sometimes i did it 5 times ) need more time for reboot , keep it up man
     
  6. C.HNF

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    جبدتي الأرشيف ههههههه تا انا كنت كانمشي نقلب ف الصفحات القداااااام
     
  7. Hopeforlife

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    hhhhhh ana ghi kan ndiir recherch f google ou kay tlaa3 lya hadchi , 3la nta kifach kat 9alab
     
  8. C.HNF

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    كانقلب هنا نيييت، ف البار ديال الروشارش دير الكلمة لي باغي نلقا وغادين يطلعو لك اي اغتيكل تكتب على داك الموضوع
     
  9. Rando115

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    How does it feel?
    Benefits registered. Ty and Congs
     
  10. BigOne79

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    WoW... basically on the same time line as you. Was getting good libido and morning wood was 100% and was at the end of seven months last week. Just went out of town for three days and I come back and flatline loos like it hits again. I was feeling fine though. I am looking ahead to at Least a year in a I and November to see real healing it seeing progress bit by bit though which is encouraging..
     

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