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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Dec 27, 2017.
12 days in...today I nearly relapsed, but could control de urge to
152/365. We're baking pancakes!
I'm on 4 days. My last previous streak is 104 days, I started stopping my streak because of a prostitute. Now, I'm feeling good. Be positive things and doing again. Keep it up.
Another record set! I feel like superman right now!
Did a martial arts demonstration live on Fox News yesterday with zero anxiety... Definitely feeling the "superpowers" starting to awaken.
I want to do this for my wife and future baby. I dont want to take her for granted anymore and i deserve to be my best self.
You have a really nice motivation. Good luck my friend
No time to waste. Day 138.
Thank you for the encouragement.
I was away from the site from 31st May as I was travelling. I felt amazing and couldn't believe that I was enjoying newer levels of happiness. I did not find the need of checking in. When I came home, I thought my porn journey will be easy as I got super charged for work after coming. But I was wrong. Since I came back from yesterday, the urges to watch porn are super high. And, I am not craving porn( I was more addicted to soft porn and erotica), I am craving to watch some videos on YouTube or watch some photos, something than can set me on fire. But I did not give in to my feeling yet. I acknowledged that this addiction is just one step away and no matter how far you've ever come, you never know when it will come back. It's funny that I am not craving to masturbate, it's been 19 days since I did not masturbate bust still I am not craving sexual stimulation. It indicates I have to rewire my brain to crave for actual sex and I have to go a long way. I have to check in daily. Guys, please support me. Going back to the old pattern will be the worst thing for me. I don't want to loose what I have built and I want to continue my reboot journey.
God bless you.
day 100..life has been moving at such a fast past, growth and new experiences still happen at every corner, use your sexual energy for growth changing habits. Remember to not take advantage of women or men just for the sake of your own growth or to get laid. Help someone improve their lives