[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

As Gandhi said, "Be the change that you wish to see in the world."

DAY 23
A week to go til 30.

 

13/365

 

that was actually real fun.
Yes, I need to buy one in the near future.
But, checking the stuff by phone is also good .

 

Day 3
Fortunately at my latest falling I didn't watch porn ,and because of that the rising and standing up again was very easier. And I feel more balanced and I have less bad feeling in contrast to the situation that I used to watch that stuff.
I noticed that the first action to giving up this addiction is to admit or accept that I have a bad habit or addiction,
Benefit 23: bringing back deep focus and getting rid of extraneous and repeatitive thoughts.

 

thanks bro!

 

Day 127.

 

Hi Folks
Long Time since i was here.
I just want to say: Until now stopping fap saved my soul and my life.
I hope i will be strong enough to say this also on my next visit.

 

DAY 7

 

Yesterday was 43, today 44th day, total - 269 days without PMO. Life is looking like a nightmare... but the expectation and patience will be rewarded - I am sure of it, otherwise what is this for? I wish a good day everyone.

 

Day 46- I had two bad social experiences that almost led me to PMO yesterday. Both of them resulted in me having altercations. One with an older woman at a gas station because of parking and the other with a man in a shopping mall in a queue to pay. I didn't handle them very well and I took a bullet to my self esteem. I felt the drug of self pity being slowly induced into me. Then the urges came with so much force. I even started typing in the address of my former favorite Tumblr site. But before I pressed enter I told myself, let me meditate first for 5 minutes. That did a world of good as I broke from the trance and became level headed again. I then told myself that I will use those experiences to improve my self, to improve my communication skills and to keep calm in situations that usually stir up my emotions. I am happy today that I am still sober.

Benefit 40: I will learn to deal with the real problem of my addiction rather than just deal with the symptoms, if I walk away from PMO.

 

0day
I had a relapse yesterday, watching beauty photos and masturbating. This morning I looked at the pictures of beautiful women again. Just now I was trying to watch the sexy dancing of beautiful women on the Internet.
I insist on 82 days and strive for 100 days next time.

 

DAY 2

 

6/365

"Climbing that ladder takes one step at a time."

 

153 of 365 feel alive

 

Day 3

 

Day 30/365

 

Day 2/365.

 

Day 53/365

 

it hase been over a week, day 30/365.
spending more time with kids in the kitchen
keep going everyone

 

Yes, less distractions more life ...