[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

stay focus or you will do it again.

 

Just immediately get back up and keep going. I think if you stop and take a mental inventory, you should be able to appreciate the progress you have made.

 

118/365

 

1/365 Monk Mode Challenge I am in.

 

43 days
Again last night, there was a dream of pornographic plots. Today, there are a lot of pornographic ideas in the brain. I must avoid them.
The danger is always around me. My wife strongly supports me for 90 days or longer. I have to work hard.
Bless you all

 

I relapsed ... Movie led to psubs, which led to Porn ... I had many choices to get out of it but the desires took over me ...
I have been seeing this pattern in me of relapsing for a long time ... Almost 15 years I have been slave to this Addiction ... Before I lose my life I have to get out of this pattern ...
It's very easy to say I have relapsed and keep in doing it with guilt again and again.
But this time I have chosen the other side ... This is my first relapse in this group ... And I will make sure this will be the last.
I hold an apology to you all also, as if one relapses others also take a hit. As in this community we are doing it together.
Day 0

 

6 days completed

 

Day 6 - I feel good this morning. I feel free, like I have been let out of a prison. The funny thing is I have been struggling to get free, yet the door was always open. As I mentioned in an earlier post, I will try to find 100 benefits (or even reasons) to staying PMO free. I will state one benefit (reason) everyday and meditate on it for a better part of the day. I will visualize it and live it. Here goes.

Benefit 1: I will develop the beautiful quality of love if I walk away from PMO. I will be able to love others unconditionally to a great extent.

 

Call it corny ! I will find someone to love if I walk away from PMO.

 

Day 1/365.

 

Day 8.

 

great quote,great

 

bro it is a good idea to train your body to act on purpose in every area of your life even in sexual area, i mean you can change your attitude toward sex by considering it as an act that leads to a baby in woman, i mean even with your future wife you needs to do it on purpose ,of producing baby cause every thing other than this is sex addiction.is being slave.
by taking this idea and applynig in into your life your body will be free.

 

6/365

 

Check-in, day 131 of 365.

 

The old adage think before you leap is very good advice. So what do we think about 1 relapse? I found some good advice to think about in this link http://www.rebootnation.org/forum/index.php?topic=282.0

Here is an excerpt:
"
1 RELAPSE = creates a spiral of 1 relapses , where you can not stop! Because you always justify it as just 1 relapse.
1 RELAPSE = CAN LEAD TO YEARS OF ADDITIONAL STRUGGLE!

1 relapse is not just 1 relapse. It is a bundle of 1 relapses and IT CAN WASTE YOU YEARS!


1 RELAPSE = it destroys much of your progress. It is wasting time. it will take weeks or months to get back to that level.
And it may happen again and again.
Time is the most precious thing you got!!!! AND IT IS LIMITED!!!!

TIME IS THE KEY! IT RUNS FAST!

1 relapse is all it takes to waste years repeating the same mistake..
Let's say our best years are from 18 - 35 (in terms of energy, dating, life excitement, building character...)
So many young men TODAY flush all of their best years down the toilet! Don't "ENJOY STUPIDLY" YOU ARE DIGGING A HOLE! STOP!

TREASURE YOUR LIFE! TREASURE YOUR TIME!
1 RELAPSE = THAT IS What this is all about. Just take care of that 1! DO NOT DO IT!

 

The important thing is that you are back here again. Maybe we are doomed to fail many times before we succeed. Setbacks will only make us stronger.
Bless you

 

Day 87.

 

4/365

 

Good morning everyone today is day 113 out of 365 happy Friday God bless