30 days: I can feel the change happening

After months of trying to recapture whatever got me to 75 days during my first streak, I will finally hit 30 days about an hour after I post this. In the past month I've started exercising more, started reading more, I've been more assertive, more dominant, less likely to put up with shit from people, more likely to speak my mind and not give a fuck what people think. The feeling of satisfaction is tangible, I know I'm not out of the darkness just yet but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. My goals have never been more within my reach and it feels so good.

 

What I found is that being assertive isnt really a bad thing, it only seems like it because we are afraid to step on peoples toes. When I decided to stop tolerating peoples shit I actually got results, and found out from others that I was doing exactly what they wanted to do, but didnt. I think people actually respect me more because of it, and the people I'm no doubt offending by it I realised dont deserve my attention anyway.

 

Good luck, when you get past that hurdle I think it becomes a lot easier, it did for me the first time at least.