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30 days behind

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by PieLover, Mar 16, 2017.

  1. PieLover

    PieLover Fapstronaut

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    Hey everyone,

    Background:
    I’m a 24 years old guy, been watching porn since I was 16. Can’t say I’m addicted, I used to watch porn 5 times a week in average (sometimes more and sometimes less). All my life I’ve been masturbating without creams, lotions or any kind of lubricants, which I think made my case only worse. I also think I have the “DGS” (Death Grip Syndrome), and as a result I feel I lost some sensitivity in the penis area, that is keeping me from having a constant/temporarily hard erection and orgasm, even while being in a super intimate moment with a woman. And it’s just so frustrating not to be able to enjoy sex to the fullest. (Even with the hottest women on earth, I just couldn't get an erection, not to mention PIV)

    Another thing I want to share is, I feel that everytime I get with a woman, I need to imagine and fantasize about “porn scenarios” to be able to get a half erection. And I just feel it’s not the right way. When I’m with a woman, I want to feel the moment, I want to feel the woman I’m with and not the one in my head.

    Therefore, I started reading some articles and posts from users on the internet, about their similar problems and I’ve concluded that the only way I can fix this is by having a “No PMO” (Porn-Masturbation-Orgasm) challenge. I need to quit porn, masturbation and orgasm. And what motivated me most is the stories of those users, they would write about their challenge progress and then write about their amazing sex experiences.

    Progress:
    I've started the NoFap challenge back in August 2016. Been doing streaks and relapsing ever since. My best streak was 30 days but the difference is that I planned to get back to porn as soon as I finish my 30 days. After that, things just got worse. Sometimes I couldn't even get by the 5th day. And it just showed me how addicted I was.

    Today:
    Today I've achieved the 30 days barrier again, but one thing is different, this time the streak goes forever. At least that's the plan, and I'm gonna fight each day on it's own. Yes sometimes I fantasize about myself with real girls, but I try to stop it as soon as it gets in my head. Right now, I've gone the 30 days without even having sex. Not sure when will I break this rule. I just hope that when I do, it doesn't push me backwards.

    Wish me luck guys :)
     
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