[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

1/30

 

Day 11/30

 

Start my Challenge on Day 1. I relapsed on Day 17 last challenge. I will done this time.

 

30/30
*Grateful, this is the first time in two years I got this far.
*I'm not stopping now, my 90 day goal is near.
*make a choice today my friends, no matter what you go through its a choice.
*I don't see much benefits now, so I'm not giving up.
Persevere!

 

Congrats!

 

19/30

 

Sure...I'm trying harder..

 

Day 1,2, & 3 are done
Almost done with day 4

 

Day 22!
Tonight was the first time I dreamed about something that I saw on a tv show right before I went to sleep
(I saw a documentary on Netflix about death row inmates and I dreamed about someone trying to execute me)
this sht was terrifying but awesome at the same time (lol)

 

Day 22
Check in

 

Day 5/30

May 7th = 30days!

 

Relapsed. Unfortunately I am in a loop of relapses. When I relapse, I become weak in my other habits such as exercise and healthy eating.

I read a success story which said that, first, we should win the battle in our mind. Maybe that is the problem for me right now. I want to win the 30 day challenge without anymore relapse this time. No excuses. Nothing can be that much serious that stop me from this goal.
Wish you all the best.
Starting day 1.

 

Day 10

 

Day 13 nearly done - I had some trouble with urges and fantasising when I woke up this morning. But I managed to hold on. Somehow.
I need to start taking it really serious now. Stay focused and remember why I’m doing this.

I think the longest I’ve ever gone is 15 days, so I’m only 2 days away from that

 

Day6/30

 

Man, I forgot to thank you. You made made my day: there is nothing like a bit of Naruto's Psychology to get back on track.
We are already kicking addiction's butt, and that is a big step!!
Good luck to you and see you soon on the Ninja's path.

 

25/30

 

Back to day 1 for me

 

3 Days without Porn. But two times MO. Back on the track. Already collected 30 - 40 Points, why to hate Porn. I keep going.

 

Day 17