[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 1 successfully completed... Yesterday was not a hard day... There was no temptation... I need to let days as in my previous 87 day streak... But in those days I have seen porn often and even attempt masturbate even... But this time I need to have proper PMO days, No porn, no masturbation... I need to be more alert about any impulse that will turn on my temptations.

 

Day 9/30

 

Day 18!!! My best streak yet!

 

2 Days done...

 

Day 6:
The monster has started to peep in. Have been struggling to kick out the thought of PMO since morning. For the past four days it was calm as an ocean, but the Tsunami has stuck today. The thought of relapsing has been constantly poking my mind. Fighting really hard to keep it at bay. When ever I feel like I want to go back to the PMO, I start diverting my mind (Either I chat with people around me or to the place where I can't be alone). So far a hard fought and successful day.
Things I did today:
* Continued the practice of meditation
* Tried few Kegal exercises
* Kept busy throughout the day

 

Day 26/30.
Four more days to go.
Looking forward to it.
Keep up!

 

Checkin' in. Day 24.

 

Day 4/30!

 

5/30

 

Day 23/30

 

Day 10/30. A very tough one today. A lot of my underlying problems came to the forefront. I struggle a lot with criticism from others and a lack of confidence in myself. Anytime this happens (for example playing sports and making mistakes) i run to porn. I at least didn't run to porn as it would only make me feel even worse than i feel right now. Im sick of being a push over in life. A person people look at with a sense of sympathy or a sense of pity. Almost like a lost dog who needs help.

I know the process will be rough but i jus have to go through the pain of it all.

 

Day 0

 

19/30

 

Day 0

 

2/30 I will never watch porn or any other sexually exiting materials in these days. And also I will completely stop day dreaming about sex which have became a habit of mine. I have stop these two completely because these two wont let my brain reboot properly.

 

Day 5/30. 25 more to go! I started feeling some discomfort, but all is good so far.

 

6/30

 

Day 0 brothers :s

 

One day complete at 10 pm tonight. Let's do it. Patience and don't give up.

 

Day 30 is done. That last week was hard! I am so proud of myself, and I never thought I could do it, and I can! Thank you for all of your struggles! Let's keep doing this.