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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Sep 9, 2017.
Day 2/21. Managed to keep online temptation in check, but that means little as I was woefully bad with the ogling and related habits yesterday. Didn't react well to big triggers of girls dressed revealingly on the way home, and that was compounded by hearing a couple having sex very loudly from their open window while walking home. I was rooted to the spot and couldn't shut it out. I didn't end up masturbating, which was good, but I'm not at all happy that I'm letting external factors arouse me so much when I should be trying to rewire myself to my partner.
Day 2/21. going to finally beat this challenge. best streak i ever got was 14 days.
Day 12/21. I will achive this.
Day 1 of 21. Starting over again. Today felt like a real addict.
Haven't been at 14 for quite some time. Good to be here.
Day 2 pretty hard day first week without PMO in a long time and the urges are insane, my mind is completely foggy and the sh*t thoughts of P are arriving I feel like a piece of garbage
Day 4 of 21!!!!
I should hope not! If you started masturbating in the street then you really do need to be worried!
(Edit - Sorry, I am not taking the piss, I just thought that the way it was worded was funny. )
Keep going dude, the first time is the hardest! You have taken the important first step. It gets easier. You are better than this.
Day 3 and proud, fucked up my last streak hard...
Well, 10 days in the bag. Pretty pleased with that. Didn't post yesterday, because I didn't really feel like it. Didn't have the best day. Was a little low and slow to start the day, which began the afternoon before. It did get much better in the afternoon when I got myself going.
I don't want to blame everything on this, because there are other factors in life. Maybe I over exerted myself, or ate something that I react to. It may or may not be a coincidence that 9 days was my last streak. So, over that hump. Now on my longest streak since the end of February! Was looking back, and found out that was 14 days, so that is the next milestone. Feeling better about life and stronger than I have for a very long time
Didn't have access to a PC until now. Just checking in for both days.
Interestingly mornings and right before going to sleep seem to be the times when I have the hardest time moderating my urges and thoughts. Morning wood doesn't help much haha
Haha! No offence taken, I'm completely with you on that one!
Day 3/21. Yesterday was better - was fine on the online front, and although I wasn't perfect in terms of ogling, I was slightly better. Starting to feel like I'm back on the horse after a turbulent few days.
Just felt myself slipping! Because I am trying to do this drawing. Since before lunch! I am literally doing anything I can to not do this drawing, that I actually WANT to do! So you can imagine what started happening. Reeling it back in, but took an enormous doe of willpower and discipline. Have to be careful now. Maybe if I actually do the drawing then that will help!