Hi, i am a 19yo male from eastern Europe, and i would kindly appreciate a girl who i could relate with on this matter. I know its a very tall order to ask for someone of the oposite sex on this website, considaring the m/f ratio, but i just feel so uncomfortible talking about any of this with a straight man taht it feels just too wierde for me. I am a great listene and would gladly help anyone going through this like me. Just talking to a woman once a day or 2 is enough motivation to not relapse . age, timezone or contact method is completly irrelavante to me, and i would apprechiate any advice. Ty for reading this and have a great day!