Thanks man! You'll find the way, just keep pushing forward! Thanks man! very appreciated! I would say the main difference it's a more pure chain of thoughts and feelings. I feel very connected with the people that surround me and the feelings I've got towards them are more palpable and real than before, where I would have a mess inside my head about sex, fears and insecurities. It's very relaxing to feel this way. All my problems seem less important and more manageable. This quietness makes me feel happier overall. Thanks man, really appreciated!. and yes! that's a beautiful way to put it. The lack of shame and guilt is a huge factor in having peace of mind and it contributes a lot feeling happier overall. I'm glad we're on the same page here!