134 days, but have an issue. Need advice.

Hey guys,

Today 134 day and counting.
Target 180 days and when reach most probably will extend.
It's a hardmode.
If summarize all the time that I try to beat this disease it's around 4 years with previous streaks 47 and 72 days as longest and a lot of 2 and 3 weeks.

I feel all the benefits that others pointing in their reports, more calm, confident, sharp mind, etc. but all these in so called normal/positive days, but I am still experiencing time to time the negative ones and exactly now stuck for already a week in it with depression and no willing to do and so on, but all these negative phases I already passed several times and know that it ends and just need to wait for a while.
But nevertheless this condition is much much better then when I fapped having all these stuff – neurotic, no will at all, no memory at all, and afraid of everything, in other words – piece of shit.

Background shortly and issue that I have still - fapped more than 20 years (36 now), several times per day till condition when there is no to come out.
Some night, after third time I felt sharp pain in the prostate area and this sobered me up for some time but then I continue despite on discomfort there. At that time I had gf and also had a sex again despite this bad feeling.
this understanding that I am doing something wrong started frequently come to my head and in some days I found a site when first time red that this is disease.

To my issue - what is very much disappointing me and what I want to ask you, probably someone of you faced with it and know how to cure.
I am experiencing a burning sensation in perineum area quite a long period and in some days it’s worsen, especially after workout (if I do even tightening) and so so hard for me that I can’t go to gym, because I so much like it and whole my teen ages I spent in gym and playing different other spots, in some days slightly better but in general it is there, and besides PE also presences. It’s so disappointing me.

I through that when I will be enough time in abstinence it diminish in sometime but unfortunately no (. Honestly don’t understand what to do further…

On a site cure-erectile-dysfunction.org in some cases I read that –
the burning sensation, as well as the worsening of the symptoms after a workout, is indicative of excessive inflammatory hormones in the area. Everyone has different gene expressions so the excessive stress and inflammatory hormones lead to various manifestations.
I would conclude that the nervous modulation on prostaglandin E2, norepinephrine, and epinephrine conversion is not functioning properly. Low on prostaglandin E1 semen (as well as tissues for less elasticity) may actually severely damage the urinary tract and prostate with its forceful blasting. Tissue damage will cause an additional burning sensation. The premature ejaculation is indicative of excessive nervous excitation on the prostate, internal inflammation, a possible negative prostate nervous training and response, and certain low nts levels.

Can someone give me the hints or probably someone faced and could give exact advice what to do

Thank you so much in advance for this!

and my advance to who just started it – guys if you don’t want to be on my place with some problem that potentially has no solution, STOP it now and forever.

 

Shin Lu, thank you for sharing your experience. In general I think alike, many years has to gone with the proper attitude to re-build the damages we made to ourselves.

We need to come up the patience and try to not put hands down.

Benmanman39 & Strength And Light
I agree with the man who is commenting as a doctor (or probably he really is) on this site - that the nervous modulation on prostaglandin E2, norepinephrine, and epinephrine conversion is not functioning properly. Low on prostaglandin E1 semen (as well as tissues for less elasticity) may actually severely damage the urinary tract and prostate with its forceful blasting…etс. and in the end of his replies he is proposing be far away from any sexual activity for a long period and take some certain supplements…etc.

Details in this post as well - http://cure-erectile-dysfunction.org/pain-burning-prostate-ed-premature-ejaculation

Reading his posts/replies, it sounds quite logical, in order to be properly cured first of all you need to restore all the processes in the brain (through abstinence, sleep, proper meal) and then already brain will be sending proper signals on producing androgens and other stuff in sufficient portions for proper functioning. Also it’s need to be supported by supplements and vitamins for the long period for more faster recovery.

How much time is needed for this? I don’t know, but as understood, depends on injury the brain, nervous system and organism in general got during these years.

But in my case I have on one question more – Did I do a step over the point of no return?...if look at the time I spent in a abstinence, and result that achieved I would say that – yes but still have hope. Honestly saying, condition became significantly better but I am still not normal as before and I am already prolonged time stuck in this condition and don’t see any further improvements and any changes in recovery, but let’s see…

After all these days of abstinence, as already stated, I became more calm, more concentrated, sometimes after the sleep, when I am waking up from the head to legs I feel some pleasant wave (difficult to describe) that didn’t feel it before, the sleep itself became more deeply and often I feel energize and fresh. All these changes tell me that some positive process is going, but could I recover fully!? it’s still a question.

Reg doctor – in general medicine here where I live is not at good level, and there is a risk that I just get a wrong diagnose and after the treatment to get the condition even worse. Of course I do the steps also in this direction and already visited several specialist and planned next visit to doctor in andrology sphere BUT the key factor here is to find the one who will not apply a standard protocol to you, but take into account all these aspects and will be really willing to find the cause.

Thank you gents for your advices!