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130 DAYS - Is this return of my Libido?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Decade_Old_Fapper, Jun 23, 2017.

  1. Decade_Old_Fapper

    Decade_Old_Fapper Fapstronaut

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    I was a PMO addict for 15 years
    I am flatlining for 3 months straight. I felt no motivation, tired , and no enthusiasm. I felt i am asexual and just the feeling of touching a woman would made me feel vomit.

    But today while sitting in a classroom, I felt like kissing a girl, and I got a mini boner (30 % erection) in a classroom which never happened since I was a teen.

    I mean literally I want to hold hands with a woman and cuddle, I dont want to bang her like they show in porn or maybe I dont have a strong boner and dont feel like an animal, infact I feel like holding hands, hugging and kissing a woman which i never ever felt as far as i can remember. I am feeling that women are made to be loved and not just an object (hole) of release of men's sexual energy.

    I felt so happy today I can't express in words, I felt like not an asexual man infact I felt like a normal dude who is normal like everyone else and wants to love women, although I still have no motivation, no enthusiasm and tiredness and fatigue but its the libido part that im curious about.

    Is this return of my normal libido instead of dopamine rush of orgasm that I used to crave?
    Because I have read people report that their libido came back with a bang and they felt like horny animals, it didn't happend with me.
    I feel like my libido is extremely slowly coming back.
     
    Last edited: Jun 23, 2017
  2. LewisRemlarp

    LewisRemlarp Fapstronaut

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    Sounds like you're becoming more sensitive to the initial stages of intimacy. The thought of taking things slow is becoming attractive to you which will ultimately turn sex into an exciting venture once again. Keep on keeping on and congrats on the streak, I'm not sure how long my reboot will take but if I have to make it to 134 days then I hope I can show as much strength and resolve as yourself.
     
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  3. TonyJones1970

    TonyJones1970 Fapstronaut

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    First of all congratulations for such long streak.

    Second, regarding your libido, YES, this is how libido comes back and this is what natural feels like.
    You said other guys say that there libido came back with a bang while yours is a gradual process well, every person is different and every reboot is different, However personally, i prefer the libido coming back slowly like yours rather than with a bang.

    As you said you felt like an asexual person , and now you only want to hold hands, kiss and cuddle .
    This is the beginning of feelings of intimacy thats blossoming into you, its like a flower slowly building,
    A point will come, if you keep doing your nofap , is when you will think about women and you will get an erections,
    as you said you had a mini boner in a class which never happened since you were a teen,
    I guess you will be 100 % healed with natural libido and erections and the more you heel, the more you would want to connect with women,
    Like now you want to touch and kiss, and cuddle but few weeks from now, you would feel like having sex with them, penetrating them, and if you keep abstaining even more, a point will come where you might become an animal who just wants to get laid, like a teenager.

    You are on the right track, I feel so happy when guys get their libido back, it reminds me of my young days when there was no PMO stuff . Congratulations, and since you always hide your sexuality under PMO,
    I WARN YOU, because your libido will come like a tsunami later on, since you never explored your sexuality and always kept your libido under the carpet and choking it by PMO, it will come very strong, so be prepared for getting really horny in upcoming days. Really happy for you. good luck man!
     
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