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Comments on Profile Post by DBug

  1. DBug
    DBug
    all the bad things that happened to me (which of course are laughable compared to what other people have to endure but knowing that doesn't always help) and I got angry and resentful and depressed...
    Jul 11, 2017
  2. DBug
    DBug
    and the I just let it happen... I wanted it to happen... I just wanted to flee to pleasure island for a little leasure... and I made it worse. Again I contribited to one of the worst things in my life: my addiction.
    Jul 11, 2017
  3. DBug
    DBug
    Going to sleep now - it's 01:42 after all... Tomorrow everything will look a bit brighter :) Although it certainly doesn't feel that way now...
    Jul 11, 2017
  4. DBug
    DBug
    1st comment: *...happened to me (...) and how they are still affecting me - things that I can't change no matter how hard I try b/c they're not in my head and plastic like this addiction but fucking physical (induratio penis plastica and scoliosis) - and still holding me back (and will continue to do so forever) and I got angry...
    Jul 11, 2017
  5. CrushPornBeneathYourFeet
    CrushPornBeneathYourFeet
    Ah man that sucks. Don't capitulate next time :)
    Jul 11, 2017
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  6. DBug
    DBug
    I mean honestly the universe just fucks me up on every corner. Maybe it's the price you pay for getting born into a nice middle class family in the first world. I mean srsly what are the odds?! 3-7% of men get IPP sometime in their lives - only a small percentage before the age of 35 - I'm 22! 0.5% of People have scoliosis with a curve over 20° - mine was 29 at some point.
    Jul 11, 2017
  7. DBug
    DBug
    So lets make a conservative guess and take the full 7% (although I'm far too young so it's more like 5% or 2% if we take the 3% as a baseline) and the 0.5% and we get a probability of 0.035%!!! I mean wtf!?
    Jul 11, 2017
  8. DBug
    DBug
    And that's not even counting my ridiculously feminine bone structure (which I at times really hated but have generally come to terms with - there really are worse thing) - I mean what are the odds of that!? Maybe 5% of men if not much less?! I wont even bother about taking it into the equasion... Srsly fuck my life.
    Jul 11, 2017
  9. DBug
    DBug
    The only girl who I could enjoy my penis with was my stupid ex and I couldn't even get a 100% erection cum with her or cum. And now my penis is shorter and all the nice girth and symmetry is gone as well due to the IPP. I mean if you are an addict and get IPP after 35 you at least had the time to get clean and enjoy sex with your penis intact!
    Jul 11, 2017
  10. DBug
    DBug
    And scoliosis... throughout my teens I had to wear this stupid corset pressing into my spine, hips and ribcage and (although just slightly) deforming the latter permanently bc my stupid doctor had no fucking idea there was already a better model out there FOR YEARS!
    Jul 11, 2017
  11. DBug
    DBug
    And it would not only have been more effective but also a bit more comfortable! But nooo the old dickhead had no need to keep up with science - it's not like that's his fucking job or something!?
    Jul 11, 2017
  12. DBug
    DBug
    And when I finally thought the part of my life where scoliosis is holding me back is over it haunts my again! After over a year of martial arts - which have helped me tremendously in my reboot attemts! -
    Jul 11, 2017
  13. DBug
    DBug
    I'm finally getting good enough to... well, feel the constraints of my spine!? I can't physically do what I have to do in certain stances and moves and if I can I'm unstable af b/c my bent spine cannot properly distribute force through my body - no matter how much muscle I build! Now!
    Jul 11, 2017
  14. DBug
    DBug
    After I've come to love MA I realize that I will never be able to become a good fighter nor even just a decent one! Everything I work towards turns out to be just unachievable - be it normal sex or MA or anything!
    Jul 11, 2017
  15. DBug
    DBug
    Fuck this shit.
    Jul 11, 2017
  16. mac_walker
    mac_walker
    Don't give up !!! Keep trying till you succeed.
    Jul 12, 2017
  17. EverydayIsANewChance
    EverydayIsANewChance
    You have to choose between being depressed or moving on to battle PMO again. Let me tell you, the former choice sucks bro!
    Jul 12, 2017
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  18. DBug
    DBug
    You are right... just needed to get this off my chest...
    Jul 13, 2017