benwa

Hi everyone, I'm Ben and I come from France. So sorry in advance for my bad english expression . I discovered this website yesterday thanks to FaceBook. I haven't realize that I was addict of PMO. In reality I just didn't want to see the truth about me. Indeed, I use P to escape to the main issue I have currently in my life. Here, I'm gay and I don't accept it completely yet. So you can imagine that P is the only way to support my desire which is really big and powerful. But symptoms whose write on the introduction of the website matches about what i'm living right now. So I really want to reboot myself but it's really difficult when you have a shit life. O is the only moment in your day where you feel so good and peaceful without any problem.
During i'm writing this post, it's been one day and half since I don't PMO. Right now I just want to do it I have nothing else to do, but my mind is enough strong for writing to you instead of watch Porn, Masturbate and Orgasm.
I hope it'll be understandable and hope I won't falling down again and again ..
Thanks for you reading and hope write soon xxx