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on a forum called Bluelight in recovery journal there. I feel the chemical nature of my fapping issue, chemfap if you will, like chemsex pretty much except more alcohol than drugs, but the all day binges calls for me to focus on the chemical nature of it too.

I was only fapping to paper images. Pixels, not screens. Still horrible. A masturbation compulsion is so unwholesome to keep in your life.

Did not use hardcore porn at least but there was an orgasm which really hurt me in that I value life-force. Also terrible kink levels that were just not healthy perversion reached.

So you found the source of the problem in a sense... now time to change.