Adbice pls guys (short post)

Summary

• I have a VPN that I used to access porn
  
• When I load it up to come here, I get an urge

Background

• My country tracks metadata, and I am worried about future job prospects.
  • Therefore, I previously used a VPN for porn, and 10 days ago, to come here.
• I only ever view legal porn, and thankfully, have never had a desire to do otherwise
• But I have a VPN and I feel the VPN must be used to come here, and coming here gives me an urge.

Any and all advice is very much appreciated! I have had quiet a few urges today! WTF this is real haha.

 

It's not an excuse. I used the VPN the entire time since the introduced the laws. There are over 50 govt agencies that can request search history and they do not need a warrant.

Most urges I ever had last night due to boxer shorts (armature mistake), I made it through.

 

With respect, I may wish to keep the details private to myself.

So far have not broken, so I may be able to adjust the neural association. VPN = NoFap and torrents.