How pathetic I am

I started the NoFap journey after couldn't have an erection with a really hot girl. It happened other times, but I thought that I was too nervous or the girls wasn't hot enough... Anyway, now it's my first month in the NoFap "program" and I've made some progress I guess.

When I relapsed, I started to realize how pathetic the situation is: Me, masturbating in from of my laptop or with smartphone in hands, satisfying myself seeing other men having REAL SEX with hot girls that I probably couldn't fuck because I have PIED. WTF? It's so uncomfortable that I've lost the mood in the last time.

So I am using this to help me get through the addiction and reach my first 90 days, but what I really want it's to banish this shit out of my life forever.

 

Thanks bro, I appreciate that!