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How I Hit Bottom And Came Back

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Hufflekid, Mar 31, 2017.

  1. Hufflekid

    Hufflekid Fapstronaut

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    Although I have a brand new profile, this isn't my first reboot.

    Back in November, I started my 90 day reboot and carried it through without any big slip ups. Like many people, I found NoFap to be incredibly beneficial. For the the first time I was freed of a porn addiction that had started when I was only 15 years old. With a good diet and sleep schedule, I felt incredible.

    The last few weeks, however, I hit the lowest point in my life. I had been gearing up to go to a grad school program for over a year. Two weeks before the start, I realized it wasn't for me. Although this was incredibly empowering and allowed me to re-focus on my passions, it was terrifying and my anxiety has been unreal.

    In those weeks, I let porn back into my life. I even drove to have meaningless sex with strangers. My diet went to shit and my anxiety kept me awake all night. It has truly been one of the hardest months of my life.

    The past week, I've started turning it all around and I'm ready to do more than 90 days of no PMO this time. It's time to make Nofap a permanent part of my life and I'm excited to begin this journey again!

    <3
     
  2. Marr

    Marr Fapstronaut

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    The fact that you still rose again after this big fall is incredible. You got this man!
     
  3. choosingbetter

    choosingbetter Fapstronaut

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    Agreed. The fact that you know that you can do it means that you know that you can do it again. Further, it sounds like you learned some lessons and that will only help make you stronger in the future.

    Welcome back to the fold and good luck!
     

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