Join me on 100 days challenge

I have a new app for my android called fapp calculator, it tell you how much time passed since your last fap...

It could look like a double edge sword, but it keeps an official counter...so...

I add hours and minutes on the tittle to make it look like more important

Good news, I got my laptop back from repairs, I did not fix it but I got it back, also since I also got sick from playing computer games. I am aiming to use my gaming laptop to work or to do work related things, or things which are going to help me like chat girls, or anything that could be beneficial for me and not just a plain waste of time.

Like always on day 2 I feel anger and hate, and confusion. I need to focus more on working so some of that anger starts to fade away.

(SPOILER ALERT)
To be honest I never liked porn, I always find it better to look at girls in bikini or lingery... that was my porn....
(END OF SPOILER)

I think I prefer to be in front of people that I can interact with instead of being behind some pictures to fap... I am still at almost day 2 ...so I dont know how I will be in the next days....

The more I go out the better I feel, I still have to get away from this feeling that I am worthless when I see a girl I like, or that I feel like a ghost with...

I am still having a huge difficulty to understand women....

I think I need to go out at least once a week to nightclubs to try my luck...

 

I thought saying bikini or lingerie might trigger someone....

 

Yes, thanks

 

I am challenging my self for 100 days. Join me

 

I am so fucking full of hate towards women.... I think I am on the hate week...hopefully after the first week... the hate will start go down... and my head will become full of thoughts of sex... I will have to know how to deal with it without going to violence....