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Hello, my name is Rob. 20 years old and been masterbating/watching porn since age 11. Honestly never confessed this to another human being about my problem except to myself, i always kept to myself not reaching out but could be very social, although stoic, hide my problems, emotions, etc. Ive always new that there was something very demeaning about porn. As I grew older and became more addicted, more numb to it I realized I had to change for a great number of reasons for which im sure you all know although everyone has there personal ones. So here i am completely humbled by this burden that has shaped my life to what it is. I know 10 years of addiction can be hard to unwind or correct but its come down to a matter of life or death, victory or die (not suicidal in anyway, meant that ultimately). Thank you for being community supporting eachother and being aware that this is indeed an unhealthy/unnatural practice which needs attention and correction.
-Rob