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I've just relapsed...but I feel good!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Fappernator, Nov 3, 2015.

  1. Fappernator

    Fappernator Fapstronaut

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    hey so as you can see from my markers below I was in a good streak... Ok so here is how it happened:

    Been like a wild horny animal the past month, been crazy!! I was doing my usual kegels (these have been massive help, never been so hard) a thought popped into my head to try to orgasm without ejaculation (something I read about a few weeks ago) well I managed to do just that! But kept on trying I orgasmed about 3 times without ejaculation until I was that sensitive I could not hold it in...oh well!

    I'm not sad at all though...I feel great like the feeling just after sex, I'm not tired though and I'm feeling much calmer! Also did this all without porn and was the hardest ice ever been! Fully recovered from porn use, no interest anymore.

    Time to reset now though but just really surprised I'm feeling a lot better!just hope there no chaser effect
     
  2. Fappernator

    Fappernator Fapstronaut

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    I would also like to point out I did not use the death grip, I just stimulated the foreskin area with two fingers.
     
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  3. Fappernator

    Fappernator Fapstronaut

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    I think I'll still reset though even though no masturbating with P was my goal, I still don't want to get into a habit of MO.

    I feel amazing what I have achieved! PIED completely gone, amazing sex life?'c I've fell in love, I've started to get leaner and gain weight, I'm more confident and better socially, more career goal orientated.

    I truly now think MO is not the problem but PO is and the whole dopamine rush from it...I do not have any desire to watch any now, it's been a hard but great past 100+ days and I thank the community for the support as well! My life has changed so much.

    Have a great day guys and gals
     
  4. stealing_the_key

    stealing_the_key Fapstronaut

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    I like your upbeat attitude! It seems like you learned something from relapse and you're jumping right back in. Good for you for reaching a high count.

    I think you're right to be wary of the Chaser Effect! Stay vigilant!

    In my masturbation habits I sometimes orgasm without ejaculation. I find that if I do it too often it can cause strain. Stay strong!
     
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  5. Fappernator

    Fappernator Fapstronaut

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    Hey thanks man! Yeah I learnt so much from all this, oh I definitely will keep watch on the chaser but it's completely different feeling to what I used to experience after MO!

    I had the whole strain start after 100 days so I'm thinking it's been a good thing I had this release as that has now completely gone. 3 weeks until I see my GF again can't wait now!

    Stay strong nofap brothers!
     
  6. Fappernator

    Fappernator Fapstronaut

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    Update to this post the chaser was strong...so I advise to not do any exercises that stimulate you. Hardcore nofap!

    I'm back on a streak now and feeling awesome!!!
     

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