NoFap is incredibly difficult...

Hey guys

How's everyone. Just wanted to write this post saying that tomorrow will be 3 weeks of nofap, and to say the least, I am overwhelmed with my results so far.

I'm getting all the benefits associated with nofap such as feeling much more energy, working out, confidence boosts... It's all been great in that area.

But, throughout the 3 weeks, I have been edging occasionally and in some sessions I'm edging for hours. The problem is, I don't watch any porn, I have an intense fetish for mixed wrestling and I make a second life account to fulfil this craving. Usually, when I used to masturbate very often, I would go on second life and find a girl to wrestle with, and afterwords wank it off. It's much more difficult when I am trying not to masturbate, I now sit on the computer on second life for hours, and still not masturbate. My urges are so strong. Edging is not helping at all, and doing it, really takes away the intensity of the benefits you should be feeling from nofap. I feel less confident, and every other benefit such as energy is severely drained from me.

I don't know how much longer I can continue this challenge with the occasional long edging bouts. Any tips would be great, I have read so many posts and think I know what to do, but my urges are just growing stronger.

Thanks guys for reading this

 

Hey Daybreak, that is a logical request, I have deleted many second life accounts, but I am addicted to mixed wrestling and second life is a very easy way to fulfil the fetish. I do believe it is basically my P, it's what I edge to for pleasure