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Fuck it , am not relapsing

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Wuzzaap, Sep 12, 2019.

  1. Wuzzaap

    Wuzzaap Fapstronaut

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    first of all let me say something. I broke my 10 day streak yesterday .

    Yesterday i was flatlining and was afraid . I literally did not see 1 attention from women .

    Noting that i felt some benefits from the streak before it .

    But today , even though i relapsed i really felt a difference . Looking at my social interactions , it was magnificent. This made me realize what porn took away from me .

    Today im getting the chaser effect . And to hell with it . I just did a presentation and i was anxious as fuck . I have presentation phobia. Still i know that PMO is not a solution after a bad ending of the day.

    Instead I just took a 10 minute cold shower . I felt that doing a 10 minute shower , means i am going to be in pain for 10 minutes . After 5 mins my body started adjusting . It made me feel that pain is just temporary .

    Btw the urge just went away , its all mental and pain is temporary .

    I just went into the hole and im looking to get out from the other side

    Stay strong brothers , we got this
     
  2. benjamin027

    benjamin027 Fapstronaut

    Stay Strong all the way
     
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  3. Wuzzaap

    Wuzzaap Fapstronaut

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    appreciate u brothers. ya'll stay strong as well
     
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  4. twistedshadows23

    twistedshadows23 Fapstronaut

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    Hell yea man! Keep that motivation up. You got this. Sometimes you gotta get knocked down to stand up stronger.
     
  5. Wuzzaap

    Wuzzaap Fapstronaut

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    True to that , its a marathon not a sprint
     
  6. Infrasapiens

    Infrasapiens Fapstronaut

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    Relapsing is a drag. You have to get in front of the device, move your fingers to type what you want, look through all the results, select one. It is too much work. I preffer sleeping.
     
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  7. Wuzzaap

    Wuzzaap Fapstronaut

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  8. Gratefulforchange

    Gratefulforchange Fapstronaut

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    Happy for you man! That’s a big awareness. If I stay free today, it’s a good day. Even if I were to PMO it can be a good day. It is mental. And mental focus with positive action is what it’s about. That what you’re about today! Mental focus/positive action. Rock it!
     
  9. Wuzzaap

    Wuzzaap Fapstronaut

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    Hell yeah , I am done with being behind the screen . Taken all my life problems out on porn .
    When I started facing my problems . I was shocked with how the world is . Its like i was living in a fantasy world
     
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