My new life without porn

Hi, my name is not relevant.
I am entering this site and accepting this challenge because I have struggled with the chronic masturbation and porno addiction for a really long time and I have had enough of my time, energy and excitement gone towards this.

I want my power back.

I know it has been a long way to get here and it's not going to be an easy ride back to sanity but I have already recovered from other addictions and this is not going to beat me and my Highest Power.


I accept the challenge of no porno, no masturbation, no stimulation for 90 days. No less.

I admit I have become a porno addict and I am now surrendering to get better and put this behind me. I have gone through abstinence before but have not managed to stay quit for more than a few weeks. This time I have the support of this community and friends.

I want to thank the people who read this if they post anything below and also thanks the makers of this website which has shined some light into this problem.

Namaste.

 

Thank you very much.

Today would be my first official day since I wrote the first post after a relapse. Not pleasant.

I'm at the car was right now and feeling very much alive.

I will post one note here everyday so that I send a clear message to myself

 

Hello fellow fapstronauts!

Today would be my second day of no porno, no stimulation or masturbation.

I had a crazy thing happen to me last night I had so much energy I didn't want to go to bed at all and work up and started my morning ritual thinking it was 6:00 a.m. and it actually was 2:00 a.m. hahaha I even called a friend I was supposed to call at that time...

I'm craving some nudity to be honest, I tend to get the urge to go chase a girl when I haven't jazzed up and let's just see how that goes, but definitely no porno for me. Not negotiable.

 

Hello!
Hello!!

Fourth day and going strong! Have surprised myself touching it without noticing. But haven't watched any porno. Installed K9 to block websites with porno on them. My only way is thru the tablet or the cellphone but although I know I can't completely trust myself, I would rather come to this site than to a porno site whenever the urge comes

 

Thank you.

 

Hey I am glad you know that. It really is an asset. Being honest it all started back when I had problems with drugs and other things, I somehow managed to get the best out of my recovery because deep down there is always a higher Power ready to help. Although I first struggled with religion and stuff I really appreciate being under the care of the Highest Power. But let's not get too psychological here.

Going on my fifth day now and feeling great.

 

Okay, I have had a few withdrawal signs.

First I have been clean ever since I said I was going to. My body feels a little strange, I have more drive but at the same time i want to just drain all of it, im sure you guys understand what i mean. I also began to notice yesterday that many women are so fuc*kin hot around here.

Now i dont want to go on another sexual binge as I have done before, so containing my sexual energy is going to be the fun part here.

Trying to be intelligent about it also. I dont just want to fu*ck someone cos Im horny and then having to deal with that.

I am gettimg boners while I am driving like out of nowhere, I thought that was funny but cool

 

Will keep posting the process here.

 

Thanks, yes my friend spirituality is key to recovery from any conduction as it is the understanding that there is something much better ahead of us all the time as long as we allow it to be.

 

Hello fellow citizens!

Today then is my first official week of these change in my life. Last night was really hard for me to not touch it or watch erotic shut online but I successfully completed the day without any of it!!!!! I am so into women my God!!! I really just want to bang someone but the thing is I want it to be in a relationship or with someone who it can evolve into a relationship... but I feel as if I don't grab me a new girl soon in a explode and I am just on my first second week starting today so I will see how I handle myself. I am definitely not going to watch any porno or non of that shit, nor masturbate to anything.

By the way just read a great article I'd love to share:

http://www.artofmanliness.com/2015/04/07/men-dating-why-the-pick-up-scene-gets-it-wrong/