Songs for SO's and SOPA's. A Music Thread.

I heard this little known song on the radio this morning. I really identified with the lyrics below.

"I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his way
I've been the victim of a selfish kind of love
...take a look at yourself and make a change"

 

This song has been my anthem the past couple of weeks.

 

I just heard this song on the radio and thought it was appropriate.

 

Disturbed - Sound of silence. Think of the neon lights as the computer glow....

Skunk Anansie - Hedonism

Live - I alone

Evanescance - My Immortal.

 

I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds, but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
Swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
Find nothing but faith in nothing.
want to put my tender
Heart in a blender,
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, and I'm through with you.
I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet.
Chalk white and oh-so-frail.
I see our time has gotten stale.
The tick-tock of the clock is painful, all sane and logical.
I want to tear it off the wall.
I hear words and clips and phrases,
I think sick like ginger ale.
My stomach turns and I exhale
I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rhymes, but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
Find nothing but faith in nothing.
want to put my tender
Heart in a blender,
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, then I'm through with you.
So Cal is where my mind states,
But it's not my state of mind.
I'm not as ugly sad as you.
Or am I origami, folded up and just pretend.
Demented as the motives in your head
I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rhymes, but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
Find nothing but faith in nothing.
want to put my tender
Heart in a blender,
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, then I'm through with you.
I alone am the one you don't know you need,
Take heed, feed your ego.
Make me blind when your eyes close,
Sink when you get close, tie me to the bedpost.
I alone am the one you don't know you need,
You don't know you need me.
Make me blind when your eyes close,
Tie me to the bedpost
I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rhymes, the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
Swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
Find nothing but faith in nothing.
want to put my tender
Heart in a blender,
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, then I'm through,
Now I'm through with you.
Through with you

 

Some of the lyrics from the song below made me think about how PMO addiction can impact relationships.

"You've been hiding, never letting it show
Always trying to keep it under control"

"I can't tell you what you're feeling inside
I can't sell you what you don't want to buy
Something's missing and you got to
Look back on your life
You know something here just ain't right

What about love
Don't let it slip away"

 

For all of us. PA's and SO's alike.
None of us want to feel alone.

 

This one really hits me hard, as I feel it from my SO's perspective. I cry every time.

So far - olafur arnalds

So far from who I was
From who I love
From who I want to be
So far from all our dreams
From all it means
From you here next to me
So far from seeing home
I stand out here alone
Am I asking for too much?
So far from being free
Of the past that's haunting me
The future I just can't touch
And if…

 

This is my story

 

This is an oldie but a good one....original CCR

On my darkest days, I've felt so in sync with this song...

Particularly like this version because I love Paula Nelsons voice....