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Different wiring???

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by hardowner, Sep 26, 2018.

  1. hardowner

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    I saw a dream last night. I got inside my ex's apartment in order to make her a surprise. A few seconds later, she came in, closed the door and when she saw me, she got shocked. I told her why I was there. She said that her parents were coming. Suddenly, they knocked on the door. She had to do something in order to delay them. She went in the bathroom and took off her top and undid her bra. They kept knocking and she responded that she was in the bathroom. So, they opened the door, saw me and froze. I jumped up, put on my riding gear and said that I was just leaving. They came in and behaved in a way "don't go, everything is cool". There was one girl with them, could be her cousin. She didn't talk at all and looked very angry. Then I left.

    There are some strange things about the dream. I remember that I reached for a suitcase when I stood up, but it's impossible to carry one on a bike. Also, I don't have the keys to her apartment. Furthermore, her door had a window. My ex lost weight and was almost skinny. And I've seen similar dreams in the past. Being caught in others' houses.

    I saw another dream too. I think that I was standing naked, next to a woman I met in another site, also naked, in front of a man that was giving us directions on how to have sex. I was feeling very horny and looking forward to...

    I think that my brain is trying to create a wet dream, but the scenario is corrupted...
     

  2. Again - overthinking.

    I practice lucid dreaming for long time and recall 3-8 vivid dream episodes every single morning, over the years my conclusion is that extrapolating anything useful from the content of an average dream is a dead end, don't go there it is no different from interpreting your thoughts.
     
  3. hardowner

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    They will live to fight another day.
     
  4. hardowner

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    Pl z st id skt. I ptn I etr d m kl, o dk m m frnt sn mr k h pschlg m n pl gms t. Dn ksr p th p t. P t kk st chrtr. X srknth t sm m. X thmt m t fgt. M pgdmns k pl, ps t ktfrn r pst m pnt n prs ks. Prp n x t chrsm, dn ksgt lls. Kt th gn ms. T thm n t. S p th p t ktrkl.
     
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  5. hardowner

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    And I just learnt that I'm unemployed...
    I'm not upset. I feel free.
     
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  7. hardowner

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    What do you want?
     
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    I saw a dream last night that I had unprotected sex with my ex gf. Wnen I put a condom, it broke right away. It wasn't wet dream...
     
  10. hardowner

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    Again, sexual dream with my ex yesterday. When it was about to become wet, I woke up. Come on brain. Almost there...
     
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    Here we go again. The sub has surfaced and returned at port to rearm and repair. The mission was long, difficult, risky and demanding. And the Captain is reckless. After a point, I started edging too often. I started looking at prohibited stuff. But I was controling it. I never went too deep, below the crush depth, beyond the point without return. Never. Until I realized that an allied surface ship wasn't my ally any more. I didn't know if she was neutral or hostile. My reckless reaction was to order emergency dive. The ballast tanks were filled with water, the planes' angle was set to the lowest and the engine was ordered to run at flank speed. The propeller started cavitating, the sub's speed started increasing and so did the depth. I realized that we were reaching the crush depth, so I ordered to stop diving. But it was too late. The hull started imploding. I watched porn. I was curious about some stuff and I checked it out. Later on, I heard a sonar ping from the surface ship. I ordered emergency dive again. That was my biggest mistake. The sub ran aground and got stranded on the sea bed. I ordered back emergency, but it was too late. The torpedo room started flooding. The flooding was out of control. We were below the escape depth and we couldn't surface. I edged too far and I orgasmed. To be honest, the orgasm was mind blowing. I put the sub and her crew into danger. If she imploded, we would all die and the sub would be lost. My only option was the emergency blow. We blew the ballast out of our tanks. The sub started surfacing slowly. After passing the 300 feet, the crew was able to control the flooding. I ordered the engine to run one third ahead. The sub surfaced. Now we were vulnerable to anti submarine warfare. We couldn't dive until the air banks were charged with air. I ordered the crew to raise the ESM mast and the periscope. The surface ship was leaving the vicinity. We established contact and I asked her about their intentions. They said that we are not allies any more. Charging of the air banks was complete and the sub ready to dive. We lowered the scope and the ESM mast. They got stowed and rigged for dive. We dove at 300 feet and ordered the manoeuvering to run ahead standard. Our speed was 15 knots and the propeller wasn't cavitating. We set course to the port. I knew I got myself in trouble...

    Tomorrow I'm going to see a psychologist for the first time in my life. My mental health has flactuations. I don't know if it's caused by my lifestyle, my character or the loss of my relatives and friends. I don't know. I just don't know. But I want to find out. Maybe I was too strict with myself. Maybe I am too soft. Time is running.
     
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  12. hardowner

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    In progress.

    Pending.

    Pending.

    Pending.

    Done.

    Done.

    Done.

    Pending.

    Cast off! Anchors aweigh! The sub is ready to depart and complete a new mission...
     
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  15. quit@porn

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    What does it mean? Veleleauuu
     
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  16. hardowner

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    I don't know what it means, it's romanian and I heard it here.
     
  17. quit@porn

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    Hahahah
     
  18. hardowner

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    You'll get over it... ;)
     
  19. I might never get over it..
     
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  20. hardowner

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    Stuck in the chaser effect...

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