[60-CHALLENGE] THE SIXTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

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45 days and still going

 

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Day 3 done

 

Relapse

 

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Another relapse...62 times in 23 days

 

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46/60, time goes by so slowly sometimes

 

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Another relapse ... 4 th time today and total 63 times in 23 days

 

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Day 3

 

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I want to share a dream I had last night. In it, I was a part of a therapy group battling sex and porn addiction (except the people there weren't as nice as here). I explained how I'd been abstaining from PMO. Then someone in the group decided to act all provocative towards me and tried to get me aroused. I told that person to leave, and that didn't work. So I pushed that person out of the room, and slammed the door shut. The person got angry and turned into a devilish figure. It tried to get back in, but I didn't let it. Then a car drove over it.

I woke up feeling good. It was the first time I had had such a dream. Before then, any dream that I had that was sexual was usually a wet dream. It's becoming clear to me now that I absolutely HATE PMO. In the last few days, whenever even a little bit of the urge has come up, I've been feeling more ticked off than anything. To me, PMO is becoming less something to enjoy (saying that makes me cringe now) than an annoying little habit that won't seem to go away.

Then again, I'm only a few days in from my last relapse. Hopefully, that feeling stays with me.

 

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