[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

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Day 41/365

 

Day 164. 44% Urges won't stop me.

 

82 days. Had a minor F-up that could have led to something worse last nite. But I could see the long row of dominoes that would fall if I pushed the first one over. So I reversed course. I'm still struggling, but I do think my perspective has widened over time. I have a better view of how things will inevitably play out if I restart the self-destructive cycle. Perhaps there's enough hope in that, just seeing things with more clarity.

 

Thanks for the encouragement!! It's an honor to walk this road with you.

5/365

 

Day 82

 

Thanks, one day at a time

 

You got this! Be easy on yourself.

 

Day 249/365

 

106 days

 

Yes, I often feel the same. Now that I've gotten a longer streak going, I feel as if this is helping me stay on track. But like you too, I can see that long row of dominoes waiting to fall if I make just one wrong decision.

 

Day 219

 

day 111/365

 

I felt like you do once after about 50- 55 days and made the mistake of letting my guard down. The addiction is always with us and it can strike anytime especially if complacency creeps in. Stay vigilant brother.

 

Take it a day at a time. Thinking too far ahead makes for a heavy weight. Just for today and tomorrow you can renew that pledge. Make it easy on yourself brother.

 

Relapse....
my life is wasted...

 

I don't know what else to say that I or others here have not said already to help you.However,you are going to get caught with this sooner or later if you don't stop.
Imagine looking down at yourself. Your curtains are drawn,your homework is piled up,you look terrible at 2a.m and your family is about to open the door and catch you in the act.....
Start screaming at you to stop before it is too late!

 

Day 0/365
Even if I am gonna fail, I won't give up cause I know that I have the chance to fix my life, which many people don't have.

 

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The 43rd

I slept very well and feel super refreshed. I am happy and even humming to songs in my head. Good sleep is a cure for so many things.