cyber sex with webcam girls.

Wow. I'm sure you are not stupid fat and ugly. Well I hope in the end you figure things out Dr. Lattice. That you break those fvcking skeletons in your closet, grind them into a powder, and then use it for bone broth that you can drink during this cold winter season and be enriched in calcium, colagen, and other fortifying nutrients bones provide. That was weird. But I own my weirdness.

For me, I'm just gonna start with this nofap thing and then go from there. That's da plan. I'm only 21 so there's no rush.

 

I do need to say that i was in a state of loving with a cam girl once, i was really into her, i would see her every day and everithing was so fluid and nice, i never actually enterd a pvt chat with her because i was broke and had no money, but she never minded to just chat, until one day... She sayd to me,.. "so much love declarations yet you still havent shown me", haha, barely in that moment my consious mind came to reason, the cam girl wich i was getting really into actually made me think and reactivate to the message wich wasnt supossed to be that way because it was probably to make me feel bad but to me it did the complete oposite i was actually happy she sayid that, i was waiting for someone to just tell me " look web cam chat isnt good" but nowbody till that moment had sayid it till that girl, she clearly ment i wasnt showing my love because i wasnt entering pvt with her, to "show her some " love" ", i reasoned that love isnt about money, and most less about explisit sex, i realized my love declarations would have to be shown by entering a pvt chat with the click of a material mouse and showing off infront of a flat screen simple monitor, nothing of that love would of ben real because i would of had to even pay for it lol, so in that moment i saw web cam chat with models as a real waste of time, its all acted out, nothing is relevant, it got me to think web cam chat was no longer fun, actually boring because you cant really get to something, so i didnt even respond back to the girl but i was thinking in saying " thanks you really made me rethink" she probably wouldt get anithing so i decided to leave it like that and get the heck out of those webcam chat things, i was now eager and encouraged to get a real life gf with real effort and real interaction to get to the real sexual feeling, keep in mind that paying for love is an akward thing to say but getting cought into the spiderweb can actually make you do this, so i was actually glad the girl sayid that to me, if she would of keept up with the just chat love i probably wouldnt reactivate, so i think she unintentionally made me reactivate wich im happy i did. I never again saw her or entered webcam chat world haha

 

Teach me your ways, in it's most socially acceptable/not narcissistic form.

 

Great power comes with great responsibility.

 

You make it sound like you so much as breath near a girl and they start eyeing you up.
I need that sorcery in my life.

I'm properly serious

 

Lol no you obviously gotta talk to them and stuff. dm me about it...is that guy holding a weasel as a microphone???!

 

He sure is, with swag.
Ok I will DM for hints and tips.

 

I am a former cam girl. And it is cause of sex addiction but also emotional problems.
A mix of loneliness, depression and worthlessness. And it was a coping mechanism for me. And like this guy said he is infatuated with the cam girl. And that's how it was for me. I had tons of guys infatuated with me. And they kept coming back for more. So it made me feel special and wanted and loved even if it was all for sexual reasons.

 

You present this as a problem you are not sure how to solve but what do you think should be done? What is the right thing to do?