Nofap BOOTCAMP ; NO PMO/ HELL Mode [Open]

I am over 2 weeks, I am a lieutenant now @MASTER MONK !

 

Day 3 back on track as a peasant. Feeling positive, motivated and doing some visualisation techniques imagining how good it will be to wake up in 88 days' time PMO free! Trying to stay strong my fellow peasants and soldiers!

 

Slipped up. Annoying as hell but last night and tonight was too much. Time to go again.

 

one day at a time
day 0 - 4 days left of ramadan
12-1 - read qur'an, pray salat at tawbah
1 - pray zuhr
after zuhr - 7 revise physics
7-9 read books
10- get food and pray taraweeh
12- go home and have an early night.

 

Day 5, how do I join @MASTER MONK

 

Done!

 

I dropped rank a good bit a couple of days ago
Now on day three

 

4 days daily check in peeps. Demi God powers and eating souls!

 

daily check-in, another day fap-free

 

Day 81/90....everything is good and under control

 

day 48 completed, I had the first wet dream in years last night

 

Day 38th completed.

Hope next days become super Hero again
Let's keep fighting!

 

Day 59, check!

Few days ago, I got muted for asking a face reveal to another member of NoFap on a thread and it's categorized as an unwanted sexual advance. I realized that what I've done was a mistake and it will be a valuable lesson for me to be a respected individual. I won't delete that comment, so it will always be a reminder to me of this event.

Now, onward to day 60!

 

day 1 - revise, if i read 2 juz a day I will finish quran, but I have tests. Didn't sleep much. I'm feeling different, it's really hot and my head feels weird. I start today with bismillah

 

Day 20. In the past may be 3 or 4 days I had some serious urges to fight and at one point of time I almost succumbed to one of them but I did think some points that helped me survive it:
1. Whatever my mind thinks, my body won't follow i.e, though my thoughts may not be under my full control but my body is. So I won't let my body follow the orders of my mind(I won't even get up).
2. All this time during my addiction the equation has been Impulsiveness>Willpower but no more of this now.I won't murder my willpower by letting my impulsiveness rule over me.
3. I just imagined the feeling that I am going to get after demolishing my X no of days long streak and how worthless I will feel after ruining it.
And that was the end of it. I defeated my urges(even the strongest of them).

 

daily check-in, I continue. Almost relapsed yesterday cos I peeked at porn.

 

Day 0 failed again
Today was a bad day. I was really bored and had nothing to do. I was also not feeling well so i had to fap to escape from these feelings. Now i feel great but there is something inside me screaming why did you do that?

 

Day 60, check!

Alas my friend, it is day 60. 1 more day to reach the "Major" rank.
For 60 day, I went through many temptations and struggles. For 60 day, I proved myself a warrior, not a quiter!
But my dear friend, it is just a milestone of a life-long journey. Nothing more. Hell, it's not even my best streak.

Soldiers!
Stay strong and true to yourselves!
Learn your lessons in every single failure you encounter!
It doesn't mean you are damned!
It doesn't mean you won't be the version of yourselves, that you always dreamt of on every single day and every single night!
What it mean is, that you JUST EVOLVED. ONE STEP CLOSER TO YOUR BEST SELF.
Fail now and then, but promise me to keep going.
Don't stop, don't quit!
For I say it to you:
There are people that WANT YOU to TRULY FAIL in NoFap!
Don't let them get what they want!
FIGHT, AND BE VICTORIOUS!