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[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Dec 27, 2017.

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  1. aznric3boi

    aznric3boi Fapstronaut

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    Day 132.
    When you realize 24 hours in a day just isn't enough anymore...
    You will find a way to detach yourself from your addictions.

    Cheers and have an awesome weekend everybody.
     
  2. Always_moving_forward

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    Hello my dear brothers and sisters,

    ... so I realy don't know how to start and why I am even letting you know about my story but for some strange reason my heart is telling me to do so (Normally I am someone who keeps his , success storys, problems, struggles for my self and only talk about me when others ask for it. Best friends and family included).

    I was born with ADD (For people who don't know how I felt with ADD you can imaging it like after you wake up you feel sleepy and for me I was always in that state). When I was young my parents took me out of a German primary school into a French school. I was alone there without any friends, did not understand the language they were talking and I couldn't see clearly because at that time I needed glasses but me and my parents didn't knew about it. So basically I couldn't see clear, was thinking very slow because of my ADD and everyone was speaking a language I didn't understand. I think that was the first time I started to manifest the thouth in my mind that I am dumb, useless and to lazy for evrything. Luckyli my parents took me after that long time of torture in a German school. They gave me the Supplements a doctor gives to his ADD/ADHD patients and there I was able to build myself a foundation. People thouth I was clever and a fast learner and I was able to get some good friends.

    -I will skip forward now because otherwise my story would be to long.
    Some months ago...
    I have friends in school ofcours some people that hated me (I think because of the fact that I am kinda good looking and that I had a well trained body.) and made my life a living hell sometimes but all in all I was a happy kid with ups and downs. I have to mention I stopped taking the medication for some years and my marks in school were getting worse and worse each year and the teachers thouth again I was that dumb kid that can't learn. In my class people laughed at me because I was so bad in memorizing. They thought I am stupid. Meanwhile in the past years to now I was of course porn addicted and tried again and again nofap but always failed.
    I have to mention that I had at that time a very sick depressed brother. My parents where very worried about him and I was sad because I didn't know how I could help them. How things had to happen ofcours my dear friendly honest helpful wonderful brother took his life. He was in many years in therapy and at the end he couldn't do this anymore. I still can't understand this so I am only moving forward and not looking back. It was at the time my brother left me, when I was thinking why am I even living why can I not do it like my brother and leave this world. Basically I was thinking alot about my perpos is in this world.
    And I found it. I know what I have to do before I can leave this world. I wrote it all down, some months passed and I am still 100% sure that I will fulfill my perpose in live. I was born in a rich country (my parents don't have Alot of money tho), and so I will use that fucking privilege and fulfill my quest to help those who can't help themselves! I will make so much money, it doesn't matter how I build my money empire, I will donate some of it to help thousands of people that would otherwise die because they live in a place without enough food or water! That is not their fault they were born in that place and nobody can tell me I should live my life as if that would not exist!

    Meanwhile my mom broke up with her new ex because he was not there for her when she needed him the most (my parents were already divorced) she thouth the whole world hast turned itself against her and she was one time crying at me because she thouth I would drop out of school and I would end homeless when not taking that medication. That was one turning point for me. I took them for my mom and I have to say they realy helped me to get that structure, focus and control over my life back. I have a quest to fulfill and If I have to lose some years of my life because of taking that learning Drug daily then so be it because I need it to get myself where I need to be and that does not work without it.

    I am not depressed or anything but I realy needed a break to clear my mind reset, reboot and evolf in a better version of myself. I belive in the saying "Everything happens for a reason". And there for I needed a stepback from everything I loved, hated and desired. My friends my family my school, the system I am living in, simply everything. With some determination and willpower I managed to get 3 free Months with my dad in a little house in S**** (I normally live with my mom in G******). I deleted all my social media(even tho I had some realy good friends and won't be in contact with the rest of my family for a longer period of time). Because of meditation, enormes produktivity (learning a complete new language "S****") , sport and a perfectly healthy nutrition every day I am getting exactly where I want to be! It's now nearly two weeks here and I am doing very great so far. One little step towards the fulfillment of my greatest Task will be to quit pmo for good. Out of my own experience I can tell that quitting PMO for a long time helps to get a clearer mind. And that could be a very helpful asset for the fulfillment of my perpose in life. I am on day 2 today and I go forever without PMO (Active action between me and a girl are allowed tho). If you thing I am talking to big that's okay but I am quitting like some of you have already done it. I have learned that urges who are a byproduct of doing nofap are nothing I have to fight against with determination and endless willpower. They are normal and it is in our nature to get those, when no sexual acts are happening. We have to acknowledge those urges accept them and get lost of that thought. To give you a better understanding of how I mean this, think of meditation. You might or might not have endless random thought coming up. But when they are showing up, is it something you should blame your mind for and fight those thoughts like: "Get the fuck out of my head I am trying to meditate!"? No ofcours not because it is normal that this might hapend (In Fact if you are familiar with meditation you probably know already that it only gets worse when you try to fight those thouths because then they mostly will stay even more) . You acknowledge them, accept them and simply let them go.
    I will probebly stay social disconnect (only not on that forum) for the next months before I interact with other people in my age(I know some nice girls im this town. They know that I am here and I told them that I am bussy for the next weeks).
    "Lone Wolf"
    I need it because I have to focus now only on me.
    My daily Affirmations are:
    Perfekt nutrition, meditation, morning cold shower, a lot of productive learning to fill out the day, 1-2 hours Sport activity, reading good German books to increase my language skills, learning alot alot Spanish and NO fapping or watching porn, reading dirty stuff, watching dirty imiges, etc..

    I realy have know idea why I wrote that here. You know now probably more about me then my best friends that have knowen me for years now.

    Anyway I wish you all the very best in what you are trying to archive, stay positive and don't forget you are a gift for human race so go make the best out of it! :)

    Ps: You are loved <3
     
  3. GoodJob.Keep it up.
     
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  4. rewiring4good

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    I have been away for a while to see how long I could maintain a healthy streak.Sadly it didn't last long,so I still need to be vigilant of triggers during this rewiring process.
    I am angry and dissapointed with my self for selfishly relapsing and can't wait to hit 21 days no pmo again!
     
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  5. eagerUser

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    40 Days. After 70 and something it is the second time I have come this far. I hit ~38 twice tough. I'm totally serious this time.
    Something which is helping me a lot is that whenever I'm attacked(bombarded) by the urges I focus on my body and tell myself it'll pass, it'll pass and that really passes. Just let the urges pass. Look at it as something which enters your body from your head and exits from your foot. Somewhere in the middle of its way it reaches the sexual organ and touches it and so :)
     
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  6. eagerUser

    eagerUser Fapstronaut

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    Just keep in mind that it only needs to work once! And that one time will change your whole life. We won't win everytime. Looking forward to see your next achievement. :emoji_muscle:
     
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  7. rewiring4good

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    You have proved yourself day in day out with your resilience against this dopamine destabilizer and a rock for so many here with your supportive comments and advice.We can and will be strong warriors again!
     
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  8. scobiscuit

    scobiscuit Fapstronaut

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  9. quantumxshaman

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    If I may ask, what inspired you to quit drinking coffee?
     
  10. frequentdogwalker

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    Thanks for the kind words. We will never go back to who we were before we started the road to recovery.
     
  11. quantumxshaman

    quantumxshaman Fapstronaut

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    Day 4/365

    Tired as hell from battering my body with HIIT, high volume weightlifting, and martial arts yesterday.. But, I feel a deep peace in my spirit despite my exhaustion. Treating myself to a rest day filled with lounging on the beach, mimosas, and my beautiful girl best friend. Should be a lovely day.

    Blessings, gentlemen.
     
  12. You can do it buddy, you've already shown how strong you can be, so just get back on track.
     
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  13. Hope to see your wise posts here again, friend. In any case I fully support your taking the path that works best for you. Wishing you much success as you continue forward.
     
  14. Puretim

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    It messes up my sleep. Plus I don't like the fact that I'm somewhat dysfunctional until i have my fix in the morning.
     
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  15. Puretim

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    Started the day with a cold shower and a short quiet time in my process of getting back on track. I met a woman at a local cafe earlier and the lust has been kicking up since. The day has so far been constructive. One day at a time.
     
  16. Tiburon727

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