THE DUELS OF NOFAP: NO PMO TOURNAMENT | OPEN FOR ALL

Daily motivation and I am out. Grind time. See you soon.

 

Yes, but I would not be so sure if it's just a "nowadays" thing. But for sure the social pressure regarding sexuality are less, if at all, present now.

 

@bluedragon9 Checking in for today. Had a triggering dream today, but it didn't really impede my journey.

 

Day 97:
-Relapsed on everything except pmo...
-So i I felt extremely ill tomarrow...
-I had depression attacks after a long time and feeling of numbness
-Mild urges
-Then i couldnt sleep properly....
-Had anxiety dreams....
-Listened to music a lot.
-Could not fast today ....
-Again listened to music
-I became so ill I couldn't get out of my bed and still feel sleep deprived...

Stills life's going good ... Stay strong fighters

 

I've got a message on "can we sext? if you don't mind?" in my inbox.. and it's not the first time. I guess that at least you guys are "safer" here in this aspect, not so many girls would offer sexting for you - in case when it is one of your triggers..

 

I experienced this. Exactly everything as you described, two days ago. Food tasted like flour. I just got some rest, and everything was alright the next day ! So, get some sleep, you'll be alright sister !

 

Didn't you report that moron sister ?

 

I blocked him straight away but maybe next time I'll report this.

 

Do this sister, maybe, PM any moderator about this issue, and they will take care of him. They might give him a warning, and might temporarily suspend him !

 

You're such a protective soul @CoolBuddy7 - @BeastBoyBalling is as well though he sometimes posts some videos with hot looking guys (I used to have a fetish for black guys in the past haha) here but I forgive him

 

Thank you so much.... I am feeling much better today

 

Ya i also watched that video especially after reading lines girls don't watch lol...
But didn't get triggered at all..
Ps_My only trigger is depression/trauma .. .
In fact i found video by @BeastBoyBalling very inspiring... It tells us behind success there is lot of unseen hardwork and dedication

 

I have been with a black woman and it was great.

Exactly. They only see him getting paid and them shot winners. You got the idea of sharing the video precisely. It is just a sum up of the grind.

 

Them Clippers.

 

Day 5!

 

call it a coincidence or whatever
but my plan is exactly the same I want to run a rehabilitation center for addicts in sha Allah at my place.. And it should also have a counselling center for job/career related problems, depression, trauma victims etcetc but given the initial investment i have to put in it..i think it will be difficult unless i have got a high paying job.. Which requires hardwork at this stage

 

Problem is, you can't relly get a grip on what society is.
It's always just your view on society. Even if this concept doen't exist in the "real" world, because people are all individuals. Everysingle one of them.