90 day challenge starting today who is in?

Reset

 

Having big urges myself today. My body desperately wants an orgasm by any means necessary!

 

Relapsed

 

12 Days in.

Going on to do things that I wanted to but the two Ps in my life didn't let me.

 

Day1

 

Got things to do, got to get em done before noon. Enough time to chill for a while. Might start to rewatch GOT

I promise to not PM for 24 hours

 

Another day of resisting my urge for an orgasm. Damn its hard but at the same time I feel more and more stable by the day and clean in my mind and don't wanna give that up for a few seconds of pleasure.

 

Day 15.

Not good. I started watching some movies as it's my summer holidays. Ended up edging for quite a few minutes.
Didn't masturbated.

Feeling down.

It's about 12:30 P. M. Where I live.
I am going to make a to do list for today and then take a cold shower.

Edging is the worst. I can't think straight now. I am caught up in this... urge to PM.
I hating this!!!
I thought that I should leave nofap, for a second because I thought I couldn't do it. It's not for me.That's why edging is the worst.
It's day 15 and I am going to hang in.


For the pleasure of few moments don't mess up your whole life guys!
Hang in there.

 

Im really struggling. Need to flex all my mental muscles to resist the urge!

 

@Murtaza how did you edge but not M?

I promise to not PM for the next 24 hours.

 

I have been these kind of situations befire where I would edge for hours, thinking that I will not M but eventually Med.
This time I knew that if I continued, no matter what I say, I will end up doing M.
There was too much on the line.
After a long time, I am now a streak and I have planned the days of 90 days reboot.
Secondly, I was fasting and in Islamic fasting one has to give not only food and drinking but their other desires too. Only watching P can mess up your fast and M is not allowed in all cases.
So, I just refrained. But the thoughts of that woman are still there and I can't handle it.

 

Day 20/90 greatness is coming....

 

Near the dawn of Day 17.

Anyone of you guys seeing any differences, I mean the benefits. I am not experiencing any difference.

Well I didn't start this journey for the benefits, I started it to avoid the negatives of PM but still I thought I would see the benefits on about Day 15.

 

im in. new to think kinda. do i reply to this or thw 22nd

 

or the 22nd page. lol.

 

I am sorry, I am still very confused. How can one edge if they are not Ming?

I promise to not PM for the next 24 hours.

 

By not Ming, I meant that there was no ejaculation.

 

I have absolutely no respect for people here that edge. In my eyes that's almost just as worse as fapping. And even coming in here and telling us that don't help either

 

I know that edging is even worse than fapping as you get dopamine high for hours due to that. It's an accountability thread, that's why wrote about what happened that day.
Chill out.