Circumcision incoming in two weeks. Afraid of dealing with urges and pain!

Hi!
Due to severe phimosis I am going to have a circumcision in about two weeks. The problem is that I still have not gotten a grip on my PMO addiction and I will not be able to give in to the urges for about 6 weeks. The longest i have made it without PMO was one week.
So I am very afraid of the time that will come after the circumcision. I do not know what to do? Should I stop PMOing before the surgery (like as of starting now) or will that make it even more unbearable? Has anyone been through this? I am really terrified because sometimes i do it even 3-4 times a day, and it is tearing me apart every time I do it....

 

Thanks a lot!
I’m still gonna go through with the surgery, I really do not mind it that much ans the doctor said it is the best option for me and I actually agree with that. I know al the pro and the cons and it does not bother me at all. Im just scared of having excrutiating pain. Especiely during sleep when i get an erection.
I am really seeing this as the vest opportunity to quit this once and for all. It is just, I have been going through so mich trouble this year. My best friend passed away two months ago, I have had an exam that I most probably failed, and ai have never failed an exam before, it also was quite important. Now the surgery is coming. Apart from that there is so mich stress in University. I dont have any time for myself at all. All the weekenda are full. And it is just so so much. And I know how hard it was not PMOing for one week when everything was more or less fine in my life, but know, when everything seems to be trying to put me to the ground, I just do not know if i can take it. I hope you can understand what I mean.

 

Thanks for your support! He was such a great person! Never met anyone like him. And with the risk of sounding arrogant, i do know quite a lot of people due to the fact that i used to live in another country before. But there has never ever been anyone like him ... at least i still have the memories
Yeah, everything seems just so much right now and i can‘t bear being near people anymore. It is just suffocating!

 

Good one hahaha

 

I have had the surgery on wednesday and I have not had any urges at all! I mean i thought about watching, but that is just out of routine, because i always used to watch when i was bored. Now the thoughts just fly away.
The surgery went well, it does not hurt peeing, but the stream goes in every possible direction and i am like a water can hahaha. The nights have been tough, because of the usual spikes of testosterone and the accidental boners. Those always wake me up. I just get up and walk around for ten seconds snd then it goes away. And I must say, the part that hurts the most is the glans. It is so sensitive but I already noticed a loss in sensitivity.