Checking in Day 15! Today.. almost was ready to give up it again but said no to myself! Lieutenant | BE THE ELITE | OPEN FOR ALL
Wow, 9 days already. Still a long way to go. My sights are on the next promotion.... in 81 days time! No major issues here. Fighting a few easy to deal with urges from time to time. The breathing technique seems to dispel any urges very effectively. I’m back into the routine of daily meditation, and back on this site. I’ve also found that this time the thought of P is really displeasing to me. I take this as a good sign! If I could just control the levels of stress at work, life would be good!
Oh no @fleurette , sorry to hear that. It just shows that sometimes the most committed of us, can also fall. It’s not an excuse, far from it. The key now, in my view, is to learn from it, remember the feeling you have now, and not want to be in the same position again. It’s hard having to write that you’ve fallen after achieving so much. I am confident that you will be back, stronger than before.
I was standing towards my PMO Enemy. I wanted to gain some time, for my friends, so that they can prepare. I transformed and said: This is a super day. The Enemy glanced and surprise. I transformed again and said: This is even further super day, or lets just call it, super day 2. And then I screamed an said: And this goes even further beyond ... earth is shaking, my friends are saying I am bluffing, or if I truly found a way to overcome this stage, And now I am standing here. Super day 3. And you know what the worse thing is, I am still a peasant
I have many demons to conquer. But I know where I have to go and I will get there. I think I was just too emotional during my premenstrual period and this loneliness demon got at me. After all, it's been 16 months without sex for me. But I have learned from my journey and I have risen again