I fapped !

Once yesterday. Without porn .no fantasy as well. Just a quick nut.
I don't consider it a relapse . Why?!!
I had to do it. My balls were so full to the point it hurts. Blue balls . Intense pain in the left testicle. I felt it's going to explode down there. I tried putting ice on them. The pain went away for a while but comes back later. I was on day 75 hardmode. I guess I just had tons of extra semen as I'm not used to hold it for that long.
And yeah..i had to do it..i busted that nut..and the pain is completely gone!!.
So..all your posts on "semen retention " are bullshit?!!.
NO.
You should only ejaculate when "you need to". When you really need to ..not "when you want to".
I really didn't want to do it..but I felt it's dangerous at this point of pain..i have to do something about it.

 

There is obviously a need to ejaculate if you want a child..if you want to be called "daddy" you "need" to ejaculate.
As for blue balls..usually you get wet dreams. Wet dreams happen when you need to ejaculate. I'm sure if I slept that night I would have wet dream. But I couldn't sleep because of the pain. The "need " to ejaculate is so rare. Most people fap cuz they just want to.

 

You are just a hater. All you care about is proving me wrong. I don't have time to waste with you.
If you are honest ..i didn't contradict shit. I just ejaculated it because I guessed it will alleviate the pain..maybe I'm wrong and it has nothing to do that. If someone feel they need to do it ..they should do it only on these rare ..so rare occasions. Other than that.. fapping for the purpose of pleasuring yourself is the stupidest shit you can do. Period.

 

Dude..get a life.

 

Yes. I'm giving you the permission. If you had blue balls you can fap. But please tell me how many times you get them per year?

 

I'm not done.

 

No.