Hey all, I'm afraid this doesn't seem to be working for me so I'm going to press stop on it, though remain committed to reducing and stopping PMO for good. Good luck with all your aims
Day 0/90 Didnt break our rules but questioned my motives on something that we were experiencing together and felt I had manipulated my SO. Honestly and recovery is more important than my pride
Will be 19/90 in an hour. Day 0/90 with no cigarette As soon as you trust yourself you will know how to live - Goethe I'm going to add something to that -- as soon as you think your existence is justified, in spite of a nasty porn addiction, you will find that you are worth the effort it takes to improve yourself.
Feeling more positive today. Day 87. The urges for PMO are not there which is great. Had the discussion with my Doctor today about SSRIs so I’m going down that path. I’d been reluctant to for a long time but now I feel it’s the correct thing to do. I’m convinced my brain chemistry is just naturally imbalanced and that it’s time to try something different. I’m sticking with the noFap though.
I hvnt used them. For 12-15 years I’ve used PMO to avoid dealing with depression and anxiety. I’m now dealing with it and I’m going to have to try SSRIs
Oh God I am so horny right now... After watching a Ted talk about the benefits of NoFap another suggestive video came of a woman giving a Ted talk and man she's hot. After third day seems easily to get turned on. Urges are stronger. But I wont give in... I want my Life back.. All the years porn took away from me, I can't give in.