THE DUELS OF NOFAP: NO PMO TOURNAMENT | OPEN FOR ALL

@Saiyan123 my brother... you are still here! That means you still fighting! The battle is missed, but we are gonna win the war ;-) i believe in u... cause y still believe in y!

 

Lololololololol!!!
:-D

 

Day 6 of no pmo challenge, boring day today, can't go out because of problems

 

I'm up for a duel.

@Saiyan123

 

I had something like this when I had gone 30+ days without a single nocturnal emission. I was sleeping and woke up abruptly, I think I would have had in if I was still sleeping, but I woke up so it started twitching on its own, the way Its about to ejaculate. This was without touching or watching anything. I couldn't hold it in so I said might as well MO haha. Maybe something similar happened. Be sure you're getting sleep and not fantasising too much. I don't think it's a relapse unless it was due to something you were watching on YouTube

 

Checking in, doing good, have spent the entire day in nature - love the spring! Also, bought myself some pink clothes for the first time in my life #GoddessAwakening

No, I'm not tired. It's all good, I'm a single mom after all, so plenty of things to keep myself busy and focused
Reg this yoni thing - I just came across of an idea and asked some opinions on that because I'm a curious girl and you're kinda attacking me with accusations of deluding myself etc. I AM NOT jumping into this, I AM NOT trying to bypass the duel rules. God, I just asked a question to clarify some things. Question does not equal action. So, calm down, robot, peace And yeah I have applied them all - still struggling with psychotherapy sometimes but that is part of the process, to struggle your way through, psychotherapy is not that easy after all - people who have tried it would understand me.
Have a great weekend everyone

 

@fleurette Well, like you said, you asked for opinions. You got one. Maybe a little too bland, but it's hard to cook something sweet if the main ingredient is crap. And usually when I see guys writing crap like that on forums here it isn't just their inner curious girl coming out...

Maybe could have worded it better, but I am cheering for you and your success. If I would not care I would not bother to reply at all. Anyways, enjoy your pink stuff.

 

Day 20 check in

 

Checking in. Accidentally saw some triggers today, but I won't let it ruin me. I'm sick of this disgusting habit and I have to stop with it.

 

Just for clarification: I am not a guy interested in yoni things so lower your tone with me and show me some respect This thing is related to tantra anyway because it goes with this egg practice and I am interested in it but obviously not right now. Now I will focus on my healing, and I'm not talking about nofap only here, I need to slay a few more inner dragons who raise their heads from time to time. Good luck with your journey as well! It would be nice if you could share some of the challenges you're facing and how you conquer them.

 

What pink stuff did you buy? Knee socks and a fedora?

 

No A tunic and some lingerie, besides that a long flowery dress and black sports trousers - will go jogging tomorrow, last year I ran my first 5K and 6K, this year I want to go for 10K

 

Good luck @DekuHope !

Oh @Saiyan123 about the thing you said that you O'd without even touching it (it doesn't let me quote it idk why). The same thing happened to me in February, and it ended a 7 month long streak. The thing is that when you don't do it for a long time (at least for me) your thing becomes really sensitive, in a way that you could O in just seconds and you can get easily arouses just by thinking about sexual stuff or touching it a bit. And especially when you have a big temptation and you spend time thinking about masturbating (and kind of fantasize or focus your attention in your thing) it becomes extremely sensitive, so you have to be very careful because if in one of those situations you kind of fantasize a bit then you can O with the slightest movement.
That's why I have promised myself not to fantasize at all in any moment.