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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by bar69, Apr 25, 2019.

  1. Apr 25, 2019 #1
    bar69

    bar69 Fapstronaut

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    Hello people
    Im Bar Israeli, Im a Pornaddict, porn addict.
    Since The 1/3/17 I've been clean, totally,
    it was a lot of suffer, pain, persistence, devotion, sweat n' blood
    iv' been an addict the years before, a lot of suffer, confusion, uncomfortable emotion, thoughs, cognitive dissonance, but I made it for a FULL year,
    till mid march 18, than, even before I just felt it be naturally for me to come back and fap once in a while, a month, a few, so so I did,
    the year has been incredible, sincerely, amazing, after a few days I moved
    to Tel Aviv, been clean, worked, my social anxiety got different, my depression the same, my sexuality physically got better, I made it with more women, had fun, a lot ;) Enjoyed the city, met good people, n' now a year after the stop things got severe, from normal it god to compulsive, from compulsive it got different, it was unsuall, some espect of recent years came back, it felt unfomftorbale, I realized over time, im An Addict...

    Day 7    ​
     
    bar69, Apr 25, 2019
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  2. Apr 25, 2019 #2
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    First of all congrats on your past victory of going a full year without porn and also kudos to being back in rebooting. I think this a great lesson for all of us that we even after a year we need to b careful and focused. I was wondering if you started just masturbating (Mo) at the beginning after the year and porn crept in or if you watched porn (PMO) right away?
     
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  3. Apr 25, 2019 #3
    bar69

    bar69 Fapstronaut

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    Hey irrational guy
    After the full year i started notice i put more focus bout photos and videos, n after a week or two i just felt to me it be natural to go back porn
     
    bar69, Apr 25, 2019
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  4. Apr 26, 2019 #4
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    What kind of photos and videos? Were the pornographic or semi-nude like on Instagram. I feel it's important to precisely define what leads back to watching porn and through mindfulness training such as meditation acquire the skills to spot these moments when they happen because then you can make a conscious decision to avert your eye so to say.
     
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  5. Apr 26, 2019 #5
    bar69

    bar69 Fapstronaut

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    Hey irrational guy
    I just suddenly started notice more photos of women in magazine, n' youtube videos, i dont find it bad, it was a natural process n' i dont reget it
     
    bar69, Apr 26, 2019
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